Sensitive I don't even want her to die (1 Viewer)

[kisshuhua09baby]

I don't want my mom dead, that's the easy way out. I want her to live long enough to be isolated, lonely, and suffering. I want her to live long enough to see my success coinciding with her demise. Die a slow tedious deteriorative death going lower and lower while I go higher. I don't want her anywhere near me when I'm old enough to me. I don't want to be hugged, hand-shook, or so much as looked at by her. I hate being portrayed as lesser than and dumb by the same people that boast my intelligence and achievements as their own just because we know each other, let alone related by blood