I don't wanna be resonsible anymore. (1 Viewer)

[seungfloral]

Just a rant

In church a girl said that we should make ppl feel like home, like we are a family. Well i don't wanna be responsible anymore, i'm tired of cathering to others, i'm tired of making the first step all the time, i'm tired of cheering ppl up, i'm tired of having to make others feel welcome when i don't. And taking more responsibilities won't help feeling like i'm more included, i'm just feeling used. When will ppl reach out to me? Never. I just wanna fade slowly into oblivion. Also i dont care if they are younger than me, i'm tired of being their mother. Noone took care of me when i was young. So STOP GUILT TRIPPING ME.

 

[StirFriedPanda]

Even the best of us have days when they don't want to be the best. Take a rest and let others do the work for a while. It's absolutely OK to look out for yourself when it's all to much!

 

[seungfloral]

Even the best of us have days when they don't want to be the best. Take a rest and let others do the work for a while. It's absolutely OK to look out for yourself when it's all to much!

Yeah, i understand the good intentions, but i'm tired.

Thank you for these words