I feel like I do by (G)I-DLE is to me from me (1 Viewer)

[naevis]

When I first heard the song, I understood it in a really weird way. It's hard to explain but I feel like the song is to me from myself, warning me not to fall in love since I'm going to break it up since I can't hold relationships. I won't let myself fall in love. I don't know or love myself so no one will ever be able to do the same. It's trying to convince me that I'm enough and that no one will be able to understand me. For example, the lines:
"Hit me like a poisonous dart
You were trouble right from the start
Should have ran, I guess it's my fault"
I know that I'm toxic to myself and that I was trouble. I chose not to confront and help myself so now I'm stuck in this forever rock-bottom self-esteem and depression.
Since I have my heart, I feel stupid and foolish since that's what I'm often called and I can't take care of my heart so these things are stuck in there. I've been losing a lot of things I never thought I would so "my world's falling apart".

I'm really weird but I just felt the random need to post this, I've become way too addicted to the song now.

 

[naevis]

I tried to make it make some sense?

 

[naevis]

When I first heard the song, I understood it in a really weird way. It's hard to explain but I feel like the song is to me from myself, warning me not to fall in love since I'm going to break it up since I can't hold relationships. I won't let myself fall in love. I don't know or love myself so no one will ever be able to do the same. It's trying to convince me that I'm enough and that no one will be able to understand me. For example, the lines:
"Hit me like a poisonous dart
You were trouble right from the start
Should have ran, I guess it's my fault"
I know that I'm toxic to myself and that I was trouble. I chose not to confront and help myself so now I'm stuck in this forever rock-bottom self-esteem and depression.
Since I have my heart, I feel stupid and foolish since that's what I'm often called and I can't take care of my heart so these things are stuck in there. I've been losing a lot of things I never thought I would so "my world's falling apart".

I'm really weird but I just felt the random need to post this, I've become way too addicted to the song now.

It's kind of saying it's not worth wasting the time trying to fall in love or trying to love myself.

 

[Yelena_Belova]

It probably seems silly to say, but I hope you’re able to love yourself. I won’t lie, I used to not love myself at all, and it’s really hard learning how to and sticking with it, especially in the beginning, but it is so worth it.

 

[kimsguardian]

yeah it's an amazing song, maybe one of their best songs imo. i'm addicted to it as well. that's fine if you may feel like that for now, but give it time for yourself to be happy, to enjoy life, to have some good relationships while you still young, you should just enjoy everything abt your teenager life.

 

[Selfmate]

I'm glad you liked the song my friend