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[Lovely_Cornchips]

SO basically it's almost midnight and I was trying to sleep like an hour ago. But now my mind is racing and my anxiety is peeking because everything feels wrong. My grandma isn't going to be here for Thanksgiving or any other holidays after this and that feels utterly wrong. I quit my full-time job because of the toxic environment and have been spending a lot on Christmas because I want this to be a great Christmas but I also am going back to College and I'm paying out of my own pocket. I went back to my old job very very part-time but now I'm getting nervous about that even because there were parts of it that could be so aggravating and that would trigger panic attacks and now I'm sitting in bed wide awake worried that I might've lost my boyfriend's cat carrier. Oh also my boyfriend might have COVID, my aunt's family might have COVID, and my Brother=in-law who is around my sister and nephew might have COVID.

I think my head is about to go shooting out of my ear and my heart out of my mouth. I can't sleep.

Also politics lately has been getting too me too much and making me extra anxious and wiggy and I don't know what I'm supposed to do because I obviously can't bother my therapist right now.

 

[maruberry]

I cannot help you with the first part BUT the politics.... Stop paying attention to it! Stop watching the news or whatever, stop reading about it, stop paying attention to it. Sure it IS important, but your mental health should be MORE important to you. In the grand scheme of things, you focusing on your mental health over politics etc will only benefit you.

Also I'm sorry you are going through this! I'm sure it'll get better

 

[LoveYooShaSha]

Im sorry this is happening n tat ur going thru this rn. If anything i did today/ytd aggravated u i apologize unresevedly. You dint deserve tat from me. Ig i was in a bad mood smh too, tho i dont put tat out as a good excuse. I apologize unreservedly.

Hope u can rest well. N hv a good thanksgiving day. N i hope the rest of the year gets better for u. N best wishes for everything(i understand if u dont accept my apology but its sincerely meant n so is everything in this/other posts. )

 

[Lovely_Cornchips]

I cannot help you with the first part BUT the politics.... Stop paying attention to it! Stop watching the news or whatever, stop reading about it, stop paying attention to it. Sure it IS important, but your mental health should be MORE important to you. In the grand scheme of things, you focusing on your mental health over politics etc will only benefit you.

Also I'm sorry you are going through this! I'm sure it'll get better

Sadly I don't watch the news. I deleted twitter too. I mainly just scroll through Tumblr and Reddit and see some aawful shit.

 

[Lovely_Cornchips]

Im sorry this is happening n tat ur going thru this rn. If anything i did today/ytd aggravated u i apologize unresevedly. You dint deserve tat from me. Ig i was in a bad mood smh too, tho i dont put tat out as a good excuse. I apologize unreservedly.

Hope u can rest well. N hv a good thanksgiving day. N i hope the rest of the year gets better for u. N best wishes for everything(i understand if u dont accept my apology but its sincerely meant n so is everything in this/other posts. )

Thank you it might've I don't know to be honest but it's in the past anyways.

 

[maruberry]

Sadly I don't watch the news. I deleted twitter too. I mainly just scroll through Tumblr and Reddit and see some aawful shit.

You should try muting some words on twt (I dunno if reddit has that function) just so you can avoid the worst of it
*Sorry if you already doing this and I'm just repeating stuff lmao

 

[Lovely_Cornchips]

You should try muting some words on twt (I dunno if reddit has that function) just so you can avoid the worst of it
*Sorry if you already doing this and I'm just repeating stuff lmao

It's ok it's appreciated. I don't use Twitter anymore so that is no longer a problem.