First off, don’t hate yourself. Second, making friends isn’t easy for anyone. Even the most social of butterflies don’t gel with everyone. Third, be confident when approaching someone. I know how it’s feels to be betrayed by friends, and it can give you skepticism with new people. But honestly, you’re not going to get anywhere in life if you’re outweighing the negative possibilities over the positives of new friendships. And instead of letting the ones who let you down build up and hurt you, try to take it in your stride and not let it bring you down. I know it’s hard, but we have to be strong to overcome things
In a way it’s normal for shit like that to happen; not every “friend” is one for you. But just know that it’s not your fault. You’re extremely loyal and a very good friend to have, it’s not your fault people keep failing you🫶You’ll find the right friends some day, and it’s not going to happen at the tips of your fingers. Be hopeful because you will find someone who makes you feel appreciate, I promise♡