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I'm sorry for abruptly deactivating for the first half of the week. >_<
The first half of the week truly was NOT my week omgggggg

A lot of shit happened IRL :(
Here's a day by day summary ig if anyone is curious:
Monday - my mom's car had it's electronic brakes system broke down and I missed my physio appt for my hand + lower back pain ( I've lived with this pain for 2 yrs now and apparently, it started cuz of bad posture due to online school >_< )
Tuesday - A rep from the internship I was at for 2021-2022 basically wouldn't give me my tax forms and was being hella hella condescending to me. The university rep that was supposed to help me basically ended up victim-blaming me for not being able to get my last pay + tax forms. This rep told me to get therapy in a very tone-deaf way and when I told her that I have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety and have dealt with all that jazz, she kept repeating it was a suggestion in a rude tone. I cried cuz of how my uni has one of the highest tuition but the university employees are just so crude >_<
Wednesday - had course selection for summer school like hrs before I usually wake up. I got into the courses I wanted and was supposed to wake up after an hr of rest but I crashed til 20 min before class started. I got to class 10 min late and didn't eat + drink anything at all while it was the most heaviest day of classes for me ( had 6 hrs straight of class). After 3 hrs, my head was throbbing from fatigue and hunger. I was working on an assignment due that day and genuinely felt like I was gonna faint if I stayed for all the hrs of class I had. So I had to tell my prof and leave early while asking a friend to help format the work while I ate and rested ( luckily, my assignment was done, just needed formatting ).
Thursday - Deadass, needed to breathe after that clusterfuck of stress omgggg

Dw tho yall, irl is OK rn.
I'm sorry for worrying yall >_<
The first half of the week truly was NOT my week omgggggg
A lot of shit happened IRL :(
Here's a day by day summary ig if anyone is curious:
Monday - my mom's car had it's electronic brakes system broke down and I missed my physio appt for my hand + lower back pain ( I've lived with this pain for 2 yrs now and apparently, it started cuz of bad posture due to online school >_< )
Tuesday - A rep from the internship I was at for 2021-2022 basically wouldn't give me my tax forms and was being hella hella condescending to me. The university rep that was supposed to help me basically ended up victim-blaming me for not being able to get my last pay + tax forms. This rep told me to get therapy in a very tone-deaf way and when I told her that I have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety and have dealt with all that jazz, she kept repeating it was a suggestion in a rude tone. I cried cuz of how my uni has one of the highest tuition but the university employees are just so crude >_<
Wednesday - had course selection for summer school like hrs before I usually wake up. I got into the courses I wanted and was supposed to wake up after an hr of rest but I crashed til 20 min before class started. I got to class 10 min late and didn't eat + drink anything at all while it was the most heaviest day of classes for me ( had 6 hrs straight of class). After 3 hrs, my head was throbbing from fatigue and hunger. I was working on an assignment due that day and genuinely felt like I was gonna faint if I stayed for all the hrs of class I had. So I had to tell my prof and leave early while asking a friend to help format the work while I ate and rested ( luckily, my assignment was done, just needed formatting ).
Thursday - Deadass, needed to breathe after that clusterfuck of stress omgggg
Dw tho yall, irl is OK rn.
I'm sorry for worrying yall >_<