is there anyone....... (1 Viewer)

[kodoku]

in your life that sabotages you? and if not right now, was there ever? in what way did/do they get in your way?

Spoiler: me

I've got plenty of toxic people in my life, always have sadly.. but the reason I thought of this now is my mother, for example..... she knows from before but I still told her again not to offer me food (and this is just one example) and she still made cake, continues offering me ice cream and pizza and so on.. I've given up on telling her and fighting tbh.... she just tells me she wants to please me (because the best way to please someone is to go against their wishes yup) and why am I like this and getting mad and so ungrateful.... I can't, I should just stop even talking to them at all, I should end this because it gets in my way so much and it's killing me.. the problem is ofc much bigger than ice cream and whatever..... it's been this way, well always.. I am tired, I probably shouldn't have even come here.. and don't get me started on my father who thinks I'm stupid and incapable of anything. I've never seen anything as toxic and hopeless as my own family and where I come from. It's honestly no wonder I am like this considering everything >_>

 

[dark_tranquility]

My parents. They don't really care about me or act interested whenever we talk.
To the point I no longer ring them up anymore. : /

Kind of sad in my early 30s and it feels like I've never had real or genuine parents.
I don't really like bringing it up with friends because it makes me so depressed.

I guess they sabotaged my life by picking my twin as the favourite son. ;(

 

[jasque]

Uh I think too negative people in general.

I don't fall for that anymore though.

 

[yeji]

oh yeah... I feel like negative people are so drawn to me cause of my positivity and optimistic views.

what sucks I have been upset at my bestie.... she wanted to do something new cause her current work place is awful and now she suddenly is putting her self down and says she suddenly doesn’t want to improve her situation. She didn’t even try. what sucks is.... after all that I was kinda ranting about moving and how hard it is and she just commented that she wishes she had my problems.... like the f.