Listen to me rant about my crushes because I embarrassed myself (2 Viewers)

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Hey so, I have these two crushes. Yea I use nicknames for them and I will explain them and a little info abt them:

Skaterboy: He is a skater, surprise of the year! 😱😱 he's always making these faces πŸ˜πŸ˜•πŸ˜’πŸ™„He dresses pretty okay,, but the REAL gem is his face. HE IS MAJESTIC. Homie looks like a girl but in a masc way. He's gay and he is kind of a asshole (from what I've heard abt him) Idc tho. he's a senior and I have no chance with him anyway..

Squidward: He's similar to skater boy because he's always making these faces πŸ˜πŸ˜•πŸ˜’πŸ™„ as well, just like me fr 🀞🏽 he's this emo boy with a cute pastel colored plushies on this duffel bag. he's always skipping class or just walking around the hallways. We make eye contact very often and I am usually the one to break it because that mf can STARE. He does that to everyone tho πŸ’” he's in my grade

Some people u should also know:
My sister, nickname: Poot
My sister's friend, nickname: Bea

Let me start with Squidward, I saw him walk in the school this morning and I FLIPPED OUT! I was goin wild in the hallway/j No I was just panicking because I was planning to talk to him and Poot and Bea were like "Go talk to him" I CAN'T JUST GO TALK TO HIM HE JUST WALKED IN I'LL EMBARRASS MYSELF. I said so but Ig they didn't hear me so they were trying to push me towards him and I just sat down, in the middle of the hallway and I was like "this is crazy, he got me sittin the hallway lookin like a FOOL" So I grabbed Poot's hand so she'd help me get up. BUT THIS GIRL LITERALLY STARTED TRYING TO WALK AWAY, DRAGGING ME AGAINST THE FLOOR IN FRONT OF SQUIDWARD AND HE WALKED BY, I WANT TO CRY JUST THINKIN ABT IT HOLY CRAP. I was DEFEATED. And Bea was tryin to make me feel better and was like "Just put on ur headphones and act mysterious" then started talkin abt Skaterboy (ig she thought we were talkin abt him?? he wasn't even there yet so idk how she got that idea but it's okay at least she tried🀞🏽) as Squidward was RIGHT behind us.......... walkin into the cafeteria. I can't talk to him now. I need to wait like two more weeks for him (and me tbh) to forget what happened. Also, in January, I was telling Bea abt my crush on Squidward and I pointed him out while he was walkin in front of us and tell me why Poot and Bea gon say "He is gay, look at those plushies!" and as if it wasn't anymore embarrassing, HE LOOKED BACK AT US AND THEY KEPT GOING. They were accusing my crush of being gay and pointing and snickering abt it πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€ he looked at me and I looked at him and I wanted to CRY BRO. I just put my hands over my face and told them to stop talkin. HE PROBABLY THINKS I WAS INVOLVED IN THIS. HE PROBABLY THINKS I AM SOME KINDA OF JUDGEMENTAL HOMOPHOBIC BULLY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 OMG I WANT TO CRY AGAIN. LITERALLY WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT??? When i told them "he literally saw yall" they were like "really? we didn't noticed" just as soon as he forgot about this I go and slide against the floor... Nothing ever goes right for me. I wanted to talk to him on Valentine's day but he didn't even show up to school... my chances are RUINED. idk maybe I am being dramatic (for sure I am) but from my pov this is very embarrassing.. from his pov he probably didn't care, doesn't remember any of this, or like I said thinks like I'm some kind of judgmental homophobic bully. Hopefully it's the first two.


For Skaterboy, no issues he's just vibin. During Halloween he came to school in a Plants Vs Zombies costume (he was a peashooter). He also has an eyebrow piercing. Oh, I did bump into him in the hallway once, he looked annoyed, but it was a win for me because guess who got a close up of this eyebrow piercing??? ME. Bea has a lot of friends and asked her friend to ask him if he was gay because Poot had a dream that Skaterboy was holding up a huge ass sign that said "I'M GAY". He said yes so when I am done with my masculinization, I will shoot my shot. Poot also has a crush on Skaterboy, ofc I am not mad he's not mine plus he's so beautiful I'm surprised more ppl don't have a crush on him. Hands down the best lookin boy in school.

In conclusion, I have no chance with either but will I manifest Squidward?? Absolutely
 

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