Wow that sounds bad. I don't get how you can cope.
The college isn't doing anything for my dyslexia so im relying on my friends in the class to tell me something is wrong. We just get told what we are doing, a quick tutorial if we haven't done something before, and then we're left to out own devices.
I am thinking about quitting the thing entirely tbh. It's just too stressful and frustrating for me.
I feel dumb every time I go there, because everyone is so much smarter than me...
it's annoying when you are surrounded by people who make you feel inferior.
but anyways enough about me.
I have self esteem issues too, so that doesn't help any.