today I woke up several times but the last time I did, it was from an interesting nightmare....... I met my cousin and my sneaker tore in the middle of the street which somehow stopped me from being able to cross it...... So then we went to a shoe shop that suddenly became a huge pool party with very weird people (like artificial looking and all touching me and saying odd things) and some people I work with too.. My cousin went off to have fun and left me on my own (he will be leaving the country soon irl), my friend was hiding somewhere on her own and waiting for me whle looking sad (I let her down recently by not realizing how bad her break up was and not taking care of her well enough) and then I got framed for murder.. yes lol.. and in that moment, the guy I like and have been seeing was not there anymore... (I am scared of losing him)..... so yea :((