My besties bday is coming up soon!! (1 Viewer)

[Jewel]

His birthday is September 15th. He dreads it because he will be turning 30 X.X I think he and I both dread it. I'm a year younger than him. He loves loves loves foxes and pizza. He's so cute and I love him so much. I wish I could do something really nice for him. Although he says he's getting something for himself and likes to celebrate with pizza XD He also has hard times with life and stuff often and I can't ever fix it or make him happy. It really pains me because I sincerely love him with all my heart and soul, and he DESERVES to be happy and healthy. I'd say he's my world but the way I feel and act about him can probably be seen as possessive or obsessive. I may be both and more, but he likes spending time with me and has no problem with how I am with him. Anyways I just felt like sharing this because he is the reason I was gone for so long and he's literally made my life worth living. I was in a dark place before I met him, and it was as if I wasn't even living but just existing. He literally saved my life. If I'm not on here, it's because I'm spending time with him as I do EVERYDAY, we talk all through the day. It's truely a blessing to have him literally beside me in my life. I consider him my soulmate or for us to be soulBOUND. We usually play games and whatnot, and he comes over every once in a while, and we eat and watch a movie together. Of course, my mom is also included in on it but that doesn't bother me :)

 

[The_LastRomeo]

Awww that's so cute, I hope you can spend the rest of your life with him you could try making him a homemade pizza lol

 

[Jewel]

Tysm and I don't really know how to cook. Well, I just don't really cook, and a pizza would be beyond me XD

 

[The_LastRomeo]

Tysm and I don't really know how to cook. Well, I just don't really cook, and a pizza would be beyond me XD

Oh well that's fine he'll probably be happy just spending time with you

 

[Jewel]

Oh well that's fine he'll probably be happy just spending time with you

He is like that tbh. I always save messages he sends when he says things like "I missed you" "I was thinking of you" You make me happy" etc. So that whenever I think I'm not good enough for him or that I'll lose him I remember these things

 

[The_LastRomeo]

He is like that tbh. I always save messages he sends when he says things like "I missed you" "I was thinking of you" You make me happy" etc. So that whenever I think I'm not good enough for him or that I'll lose him I remember these things

So wholesome he's lovely, he'll definitely be happy just spending time with you lol

 

[Jewel]

So wholesome he's lovely, he'll definitely be happy just spending time with you lol

He's honestly so lovely. He's had bad experiences in relationships in the past and often thinks I'm going to block him and stop being his friend but I tell him he isn't going to get rid of me as long as he can handle me XD. He says that I'm under a spell and that's the only reason I'm still his friend and stuff T_T It's been over a year and this man still saying this. But I literally love him with everything I have.

 

[The_LastRomeo]

He's honestly so lovely. He's had bad experiences in relationships in the past and often thinks I'm going to block him and stop being his friend but I tell him he isn't going to get rid of me as long as he can handle me XD. He says that I'm under a spell and that's the only reason I'm still his friend and stuff T_T It's been over a year and this man still saying this. But I literally love him with everything I have.

You guys are just friends?!

 

[Jewel]

You guys are just friends?!

Yes, best friends. I like to call us soulbound. I am indeed inlove with him, but he only wants to be friends. So, I'm fine with that as long as I get to have him in my life and I mean time will tell ya kno. I do think he may love me just not quite romantically. My mom thinks so too XD