Sensitive my poems series (trigger warnings apply) (1 Viewer)

[_Sammy_]

Behind your shadow,

I stand and fall.

It's a tough battle,

In which I feel so small.

My feelings toward you

you might think are dumb.

Sad, upset, confused,

angry, hurt, and numb.

When I needed a mom,

you were not there

to talk about boys

or to fix my hair.

Yes, you did call

every once and a while,

but an ocean of tears

hides behind this smile.

Tormented, trapped, and torn,

my heart says I feel.

Seven years after I was born

my heart won't start to heal.

I see other girls

laugh with their moms,

I go dizzy with swirls

and crash like a bomb.

The anger in me

rages in fright.

Always staying angry,

I just think I might.

Time heals everything;

I don't think that's true.

I know something

time did not do.

Time has been flying.

For a long while

I've always been trying

to show a real smile.

One thing that hurts,

and I don't know why,

you moved far away,

and it makes me cry.

When I think about this,

to myself I lie.

I've gotten over you,

that I would not try.

You are a mother,

a mother of two,

me and my brother.

We hardly know you.

Every night I think

of how my life could've been.

tears run down my face,

and my world starts to spin.

These past few years

have been really hard.

For the rest of my life

I'll be severely scarred.

It took me time to realize

what you did to me.

Tears in my eyes,

and you're clueless it seems.

I try to be brave,

it really hurts.

You could've stayed,

instead of making it worse.

I want you to know this.

It's sad but it's true;

you hurt your little girl

and your little boy too!

You ruined me,

you made me cry,

you really hurt me,

and to laugh I try.

There is a hole in my heart

the doctors don't see.

I guess they don't know

what my mommy did to me.

If you want me back,

you have to prove

you can be a mom

to me and Andre, too!

When I screamed for you,

did you hear a sound?

I guess you didn't,

because you were never around.

I will tell you something

you cannot forget.

Once you hurt your kids,

it will soon come to regret.

 

[Yelena_Belova]

These are all amazing, I love them! You have a real talent for writing poems. I think Selfmate would love stuff like this.

 

[_Sammy_]

These are all amazing, I love them! You have a real talent for writing poems. I think Selfmate would love stuff like this.

Ty

 

[hizaki]

We learn from our mistakes,
From the wrong turns we take,
From the fake friends we make,
And from the times we almost break.

Our mistakes help us grow,
But at the time, we didn't know.
We didn't want our weakness to show.
At the time, we couldn't let them know.

Our fake friends were there,
But they didn't actually care
Our secrets they would share,
And now as we pass, they just stare.

Not breaking means you're strong.
You'd know where you went wrong,
As if you weren't waiting so long
To explain yourself, but stay strong.

So here's to the liars and traitors,
All the wannabes and haters
And learning from our mistakes
And learning to spot the fakes.

ooh, this one is cool, where did you get it from?
i mostly look at quotes from famous authors and stuff... I'm not really into poetry, but this is good

 

[_Sammy_]

ooh, this one is cool, where did you get it from?
i mostly look at quotes from famous authors and stuff... I'm not really into poetry, but this is good

i got a website

 

[hizaki]

i got a website

like where you get the poems from, or is it your own website?

 

[_Sammy_]

like where you get the poems from, or is it your own website?

no

 

[hizaki]

no

what do you mean?

 

[_Sammy_]

I not website, I just copy and paste them

 

[hizaki]

I not website, I just copy and paste them

oh, where do you copy and paste them from?

 

[_Sammy_]

That name familyfriendspoems

 

[hizaki]

That name familyfriendspoems

oh, okay

 

[_Sammy_]

oh, okay

yes

 

[DaisySkies]

These are beautiful yet really sad... They really convey someone's feelings... ❤‍🩹

 

[_Sammy_]

These are beautiful yet really sad... They really convey someone's feelings... ❤‍🩹

yes

 

[DaisySkies]

yes

I like them 🫂

 

[_Sammy_]

I like them 🫂

im glad you like it

 

[MK3AM]

these r really deep u can really feel the raw emotions

 

[_Sammy_]

these r really deep u can really feel the raw emotions

Yes

 

[_Sammy_]

A storm is coming, my chest is tightening and it's hard to breathe.
Like a giant noose, life is smothering me.
I would do anything to not feel this pain.
Make it stop, I want to laugh again.

The thought of being scared is so frightening.
Another trigger, it's happening again; is everyone watching?
Everything matters, nothing matters, my life will be ruined again.
Paralyzed, afraid to move, the walls are closing in.

Everyone has disappeared, they think I don't care.
Truth is I don't want to be alone; I am so scared.
Please be patient, I know I can be withdrawn.
I need all of you more than ever; I'm not really gone.

Grab my hand, I can feel the ground; please don't let go.
Having you with me helps more than you will ever know.
Let me talk, let me be silent, listen either way.
Thank you for understanding; I think I can make it another day