I... don't know why I am a lot idk fluffier/sweeter these days. I remember I used to carry a dark weight with myself for a long while. Sure I get frustrated and angry thinking about some past things when they come up, but it's not the same anymore. Those past weights no longer have the hold on me like they used to. I feel freer, and I just want to make people happy... I am happier. I can think more clearly too.
I don't think I've ever been this happy for a long while. I haven't been this open or bright before in my past... it's a good development I think...