Official Post Your Random Thoughts (266 Viewers)

[Yelena_Belova]

Guess who just spent the last 2 hours crying! Fun!

 

[Yelena_Belova]

My mental state is really not good right now, and therapy has been making it worse, not better.

 

[Yelena_Belova]

Never thought I'd live to see the day where a therapist actively encourages reconciliation with my abusers, when all of my friends discourage it, but here we are.

 

[Yelena_Belova]

Why don't I change therapists? Believe me, I would if I could.

 

[noctis]

Say less like damn...

 

[Yelena_Belova]

And I have a ton of homework to do and a class to go to today and I don't want to do either, and would much rather cry instead.

 

[noctis]

It's time to gaslight these bots bro it was so funny last time

 

[Yelena_Belova]

I feel like Gretchen in her speech in Mean Girls (the original).

 

[Yelena_Belova]

I feel like I'm about to snap.

 

[Yelena_Belova]

Stan Gretchen or something, I don't know. Best Plastic for real.

 

[noctis]

people call me rude cause I ain't lettin em try me, sayin ima ho cause im in love with my body. issues, but nobody I could talk to about it, they keep sayin I should get help, but I don't even know what I need. they keep sayin speak your truth, and at the same time say they don't believe, man. excuse me while I get into my feelings for a second, usually I keep it down, but today I gotta tell it. not that anybody gives a fuck anyway, but everybody talkin shit probably sucks anyway 😒 yall don't even know how I feel. I don't even know how I deal, today I really hate everybody.. and that's just me bein real
SORRY BUT MEGAN WAS TOO REAL FOR THIS

 

[Villains]

im actually so happy rn

 

[Villains]

he makes me want to do cartwheels

 

[magikarp]

I'm actually gonna try for honors chorus
If I don't get in its fine, IM STILL CONFUSED ON WHY SHE ASKED ME LOL AS A SHY ASF SINGER IF NOBODYS THERE
if I do get in, I'll be lonely but it's fine tbh, idc
but.. if she gets in as well (which she most likely will...) I might scream lmao

 

[magikarp]

kind of sad that the other members mvs are at like 10m+ views and jongho's is at like 3m
:'(

 

[magikarp]

kind of sad that the other members mvs are at like 10m+ views and jongho's is at like 3m
:'(

ik it's just a solo but...
jongho's acting skills are amazing

 

[Villains]

turns out my crush has been wanting to talk to me since the start of the school year but he's been too nervous to do so...

 

[magikarp]

just gotta be confident..
that's hard buddy 😭

 

[magikarp]

yk what I'm gonna try to sing at a jongho level someday LOL

 

[Yelena_Belova]

turns out my crush has been wanting to talk to me since the start of the school year but he's been too nervous to do so...

I'm so happy for you! Congratulations, I hope things go well for both of you.