I might leave this site after the next emoji submission event which I think was planned for December, it would be a shame to waste the ones I've been preparing since the last one and it'd give me some time to know for sure what I want to do. I'm just not able to connect with people they way I was hoping and I will have given it almost a year by then.
I feel like most of the time when I've taken initiative to engage with someone I've been ignored or shut down. I'm not blaming anyone else for it, maybe I'm doing something wrong or maybe they just aren't comfortable with my age and gender or the way I talk but I did come here to make friends with a mutual interest and have real conversations about it and I'm not getting that.
There's nice people on here and I've enjoyed some of the casual interactions but man do I feel like I'm third wheeling it most of the time.. Anyway, just something I've been thinking about for a while, I even took a break already where I wasn't sure if I'd come back (not that anyone noticed) and just like then i'll probably donate all my points to someone I like and go quietly.