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[hxney_jun]

god i just want to be able to focus but my eyes sting so much

 

[hxney_jun]

he's in class. he won't listen to me.
i wonder if one day he'll realize what's good for him.

 

[hxney_jun]

why don't you just kill me next time?

 

[hxney_jun]

im so tired of not being strong enough to do it myself

 

[hxney_jun]

can't you just do it and be satisfied?

 

[hxney_jun]

i still want to ask you what i can do to make you happy, but its all useless in the end

 

[Selfmate]

i had to do what i had to do!

and def surviving for sure. emotional rollercoaster recently but it's been manageable. hbu?

gotta do what one has to do!!!

manageable is probably the best one can hope for I guess - did you find another job or anything?
same old same old nothing really changes when you reach my age lol

my son had swimming lessons and can now float blow bubbles??? lol

 

[hxney_jun]

gosh my head hurts

 

[hxney_jun]

i don't have the energy to read two more chapters

 

[GOJOSWIFE]

gotta do what one has to do!!!

manageable is probably the best one can hope for I guess - did you find another job or anything?
same old same old nothing really changes when you reach my age lol

my son had swimming lessons and can now float blow bubbles??? lol

i'm working the retail one that makes me super happy. very calming.

and your son is an icon. we love a bubble king.

 

[hxney_jun]

"i'll do it more often"
then why haven't you? why have i been waiting two days for you?
why do i have to initiate? why can't you just ask for once? why can't you pay attention to me too?
i know you, i know you ask when you care. i know you care about me too, so why?
are you really that busy all the time? are you waiting for something?

 

[hxney_jun]

if he wanted to, he would

 

[hxney_jun]

its not fair i make you my number one.
there's someone who cares about me so much more than you seem to.

 

[Selfmate]

i'm working the retail one that makes me super happy. very calming.

and your son is an icon. we love a bubble king.

hey that's great to know my friend - I hope everything works out well this time
are you back at uni already?

he does like his bubbles - whenever there's an event or festival or something he loves the bubble machines/giant bubble thingamajigs...we stopped buying them for him lol

 

[hxney_jun]

this is why im not feeling well these days

 

[GOJOSWIFE]

hey that's great to know my friend - I hope everything works out well this time
are you back at uni already?

he does like his bubbles - whenever there's an event or festival or something he loves the bubble machines/giant bubble thingamajigs...we stopped buying them for him lol

i am! which reminds me i gotta go annotate a chapter of this godforsaken fucking book before i sleep.

and aweee that's so cute! my dog used to blow bubbles in her water bowl lol

 

[hxney_jun]

i need a break. im not ready

 

[Jungwonie]

rosaline's son is so cute

 

[Selfmate]

i am! which reminds me i gotta go annotate a chapter of this godforsaken fucking book before i sleep.

and aweee that's so cute! my dog used to blow bubbles in her water bowl lol

Ancient chinese saying
study hard or you'll regret it when you're old!!!

cute

 

[hxney_jun]

throwing up once wasn't enough? can't i just eat properly for one day