Official Post Your Random Thoughts (107 Viewers)

[Abeamus]

I wonder how many of my posts are in idol threads cause it'll be a lot

 

[kodoku]

Period, why have you chosen me?

 

[Mangoey]

I'm struggling over a hump. No, not hump day, but a hump that's slamming me back down and making me cry.

I feel so discouraged over my journey of being healthier and losing weight. I maintained the EXACT same weight this week from last, which really is a good thing: I didn't gain any, and because it's the exact same weight it's probably the water weight from water filling my fat cells after the fat has left my body. BUT. It still discourages me.

I'm taking small steps - small changes in my exercise every day and small changes in my diet - to try building it slowly and maintaining it for a lifestyle change, not just a rush to lose a lot of weight in little time. This is where it becomes discouraging, because I feel like I'm not going fast enough, I'm not doing enough to get the weight off, to see the change, to feel the change, to notice the change. Like. I'm working so hard, but it's not even a drop in the ocean of this journey, and I have so many more drops to fill said ocean.

I'm sitting here feeling like all this work I've been doing is making no dent, and why even try? But it has made a dent, I actually do feel a little better, my measurements are a little different from last week than they are this week, and I think even my chin/neck is a bit smaller (that double chin whale gullet is slowly slipping back up into my jaw I think? or I'm just lying to myself, who knows) but I still kick myself and think "do I have to practically kill and starve myself to be healthy and a lower weight? wtf?"


Ugh I need encouragement.

You're doing great taem! Keep it up! You'll reach your goal eventually dw

 

[taemkitten]

things are going downhill real fast aren't they.. but it's my own responsibility, gotta stay positive..

You can do it!
Stay positive like I know you can, and lean on myself or others if you need it ♥

 

[kodoku]

You can do it!
Stay positive like I know you can, and lean on myself or others if you need it ♥

thank you angel <3

 

[Wicked]

I'm sorry I was never enough

I'm sorry

Ew, flashbacks.

 

[Mangoey]

I'm probably going to break my earbuds or go deaf listening to too much Ateez
What a great way to go

 

[Crackhead]

I can't sleep without twice's songs anymore helpp

 

[Crackhead]

i have this weird feeling where i remember the past or think about the future and i can't explain it, but I hate it so much I just wanna crawl in my bed and sleep to not feel it

 

[Mew]

damn, I miss History, Ze.a, mblaq, C-clown.. Etc So much... I was into so many boys groups back in the day... And all my girls groups are gone... =_=

I cant commit to the new gen, they'll disappear on me too one day...
Here I go on my kpop nostalgia trip... Lets start with some Seven and SS501...

 

[quinby]

They're coming for blood.

 

[Mew]

its harder than you realise when you are like this, but you already know cause I told you, I can only leave it to you really.

 

[Deleted member 74]

I feel so unwell

 

[Crackhead]

its like 5 am and i can't sleep because i had a nightmare so now im just listening to twice

 

[Peach]

Does anyone know what happened to Spotify list on the front page? It was nice looking at what others listen to but it just disappeared. :pepesad:

 

[kodoku]

I feel so unwell

*hugs* my poor little sis, I hope u feel better soon

 

[Minuteman]

Omg like everyone changed names in the few days I've barely been active and I'm so confused

 

[lexus]

It's amazing how a nap can elevate your mood.

 

[Mew]

My song for the day.. gives me a break from all the SHINee and Jonghyun ballads i've been jamming to all day...

 

[Mew]

My baby likes TxT alot... its adorable... ^^