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[Jungwonie]

watching the new ep of en-o'clock now

 

[Jungwonie]

I almost forgot it was thursday yesterday !!

 

[dark_tranquility]

I wonder if I should 30 them or use a new character.

 

[Jungwonie]

okie I'm going to continue watching the new ep and after that, I'll catch up with cravity park

 

[dark_tranquility]

taking pills soon

 

[owo]

 

[owo]

ok time to go to work 😒😞🙁😕☹😤😳😨🥶🥱😮‍💨😵😑😐😑😐😑🙄😑😐🫣🤔🫢😓😱🤬

 

[owo]

i actually hate the react system in discord bc it completely ruins convos

u type a whole essay expecting a response and u see hours later they just put a react and nothing else :|

TALK TO ME?!?!

 

[owo]

i actually hate the react system in discord bc it completely ruins convos

u type a whole essay expecting a response and u see hours later they just put a react and nothing else :|

TALK TO ME?!?!

they make sense for servers for announcements and stuff or group stuff in gen but for private dms shut that shit down :|||||

 

[velvet]

I don't wanna do this anymore

 

[velvet]

Why bother trying hard in school when I'm gonna get shit marks??? Why apply for uni if I'm gonna get shit marks??? I can kiss my dreams of studying linguistics goodbye I guess

 

[velvet]

I can't even sit through a 3 min video about economics fuck me

 

[velvet]

ok time to go to work 😒😞🙁😕☹😤😳😨🥶🥱😮‍💨😵😑😐😑😐😑🙄😑😐🫣🤔🫢😓😱🤬

SLAY BESTIE!!!!!! GET THE CASH!!!

 

[velvet]

Fuck school, im done with school, i dont wanna be here anymore, fuck these academic validation buttfucks, fuck anyone who's getting their eyebrows sweaty for the next few weeks. I'm done, I can't care, this is it, I've given up

 

[owo]

SLAY BESTIE!!!!!! GET THE CASH!!!

i will try

 

[owo]

Fuck school, im done with school, i dont wanna be here anymore, fuck these academic validation buttfucks, fuck anyone who's getting their eyebrows sweaty for the next few weeks. I'm done, I can't care, this is it, I've given up

 

[velvet]

Thanks.... Can I rant in a spoiler???

 

[owo]

i just got stabbed in the leg by a dead protruding sunflower stem i thought we were brothers

 

[owo]

Thanks.... Can I rant in a spoiler???

of course, rant away ;;;

 

[velvet]

of course, rant away ;;;

Spoiler: Thanks <<3

I got my japanese marks back today. I was looking forward to them cause I started studying oftenly for Japanese and I got tutor (it's pretty common around my area to do tutoring and shit. I go to a public school but most schools round here are private). So I actually put in effort and shit. Then I got my marks back.

A 38%. A 38% fucking percent. I got 6/20 for my listening, a 5.5 out of 10 for my writing. I just fucking brokedown in the fucking classroom bro. Like hot ass tears were fucking streaking down I literally had to say in the most vulnearable choked up voice "can I please walk around" so like I did for like 15 minutes and sobbed in the bathroom and then I cameback and my teacher was like going through the feedback so I just put in my earphones cause I knew I'd breakdown again. Then my teacher talked to me after the class and he literally said to me "I'm sorry but there isn't much time left to actually improve a lot" So I'm fucked!!!!!!!!! I'm fucked for my final HSC exams!!!!!! Great to know that!!!!!!! And people keep telling me it's one test but they don't understand that I fucking tried?!?!?!!? I got a fucking 70% in my first test all the way back in November and this time I actually tried to study and get great marks.

Like nothing is helping, I'm not improving so it's like why try at this point??? I'm gonna get shit marks for trials and the HSC anyways. And now I'm thinking the same for other subjects. I'm un fucking prapred for economics, oh fucking well I ain't doing that shit when I'm older. English is fucking too much welp what can you do?!?!!? I'm this close to just finding a different career path doing somethign less knowledable cause if I can't improve now how will I improve in uni???

Also fuck this school. Everyone in my grade is so compettiive and want to beat each other like chill I know it's a ranking but don't tear y'allselves down just to prove a point damn.

Thanks for listening bro <<3