Official Post Your Random Thoughts (79 Viewers)

[dark_tranquility]

I hate myself more and more each day. I am in despair like danganronpa looks like.
Oh well more to feel negative about later on.

 

[dark_tranquility]

*hugs* I don't know what else to do but feel like shit. :(

 

[Deleted member 74]

It's Autumn now and it seems like my heart is in Autumn mode too
I'll be 20 next year but I might as well not have existed at all, when I'm this empty
So empty it seems like I'm not a person at all, just a fading shadow
I always thought quotes about faking it were cheesy but they're true, if you smile and laugh no one will ask
Even if they did, what is there to say? This is something nothing on the outside will get to
I don't even look like myself to me anymore, I can't recognise my own self
The days are just passing by like this.

 

[ripiasuju]

It's Autumn now and it seems like my heart is in Autumn mode too
I'll be 20 next year but I might as well not have existed at all, when I'm this empty
So empty it seems like I'm not a person at all, just a fading shadow
I always thought quotes about faking it were cheesy but they're true, if you smile and laugh no one will ask
Even if they did, what is there to say? This is something nothing on the outside will get to
I don't even look like myself to me anymore, I can't recognise my own self
The days are just passing by like this.

You should send me a pic of you these days! I bet i can see through that smile.

 

[ripiasuju]

Mina doesnt look right to me... she is back but something about her seems very very off. Its hard to explain but i dont think she is ready for kpop yet.

 

[ripiasuju]

Idk why but i love it when a girl puts her hand under her chin for a selfie it just looks so elegant and pretty

 

[dark_tranquility]

Maybe you could make another music thread? Or some photomanipulations? Or go down a google rabbit-hole about the history of some of your family-members? Just something you're passionate about that can help take your mind off of it. You might still feel bad at first, but if you stick with it it might really help c:

Photo stuff keeps my mind off it and I didn't do family history research lately. Last ancestor I looked up was from finland and his name was Isak Henriksson Savela

 

[dark_tranquility]

I woke up so late, half the day is gone jesus....

 

[quinby]

Sometimes in life, you need that extra piece of lasagna.

 

[dark_tranquility]

IU is such a cutie with glasses on. Makes me hnghhh so bad >.<

 

[Mew]

2 months away, I have no idea what to do for my birthday... Maybe I should to the spa thing again....i mean I don't really celebrate my birthday but its worth a try... But what do you do at 31... And paint balling is out of the question ill fuck everyone up like last time at my brother birthday... Still good though... But then I can't bring my little one....

Ahh the little ones birthday after that, still struggling to find something..i usually would have it planned by the beginning of the year, last year's move really depleted my funds..

 

[eclipsoul]

three months already... i really don't like using the phrase "time flies" every chance i get but that's just how it is

 

[quinby]

I'm listening to creepy stories from reddit on youtube before bed. Why am I doing this

 

[dark_tranquility]

Today was a productive and long day. : /

 

[kodoku]

for the love of god, will this rain ever stop ??? I keep repeating myself but I just cannottttttttttttttttttttttttt

 

[kodoku]

off to work we go once more blehhhhh

 

[kodoku]

I am dressed all black today and I'm loving it even if it's just leggings and a t-shirt hihihi

 

[kodoku]

it's not cool to be this cute really.....

 

[kodoku]

hopefully today will be a good day

 

[kodoku]

hopefully today will be a good day

it wasn't