Murderbot! Minus all the murdering. And being a robot.
Here are some quotes to explain why:
“I liked the imaginary people on the entertainment feed way more than I liked real ones, but you can’t have one without the other.”
“The sense of urgency just wasn’t there. Also, you may have noticed, I don’t care.”
“I hate having emotions about reality; I’d much rather have them about Sanctuary Moon.” (Context: Sanctuary Moon is basically a TV show in this world.)
“I was depressed this morning. I’d tried watching some new serials last night and even they couldn’t distract me; reality was too intrusive.”
"I just wanted to sink into my media downloads for a while and pretend I didn't exist."
"'Just remember you're not alone here.' I never know what to say to that. I am actually alone in my head, and that's where 90 plus percent of my problems are."
I ruminate a lot -- it's a bad habit I'm trying to break -- so I relate strongly to the anxious bewilderment of being both very competent at some things and finding social interaction stressful.
The entire series is delightful (and it's short, so I try to bully people into at least trying the first one. It's like, 150 pages, or ~3 hours on audiobook. Which has an A+ narrator).