Okay i cracked it! You said ppl say you're not asian enough or white enough? I assume u are mixed or have a different ethnicity than most people around you... If i'm wrong i'm sorry. BUT FUCK THE PPL WHO TREST YOU BAD. Idk how old you are but life gets better, try to interact with people online and in real life too and u are bound to find ppl that understand you and like you for who you are!
I for example live in Romania and i'm from a hungarian minority, altho both nations come from a caucasian heritage and it's not a racial issue. But our countries were at war for a long time. So whenever i speak in hungarian they think im gossipping about romanians , but when i try to speak in romanian they laugh that i cant speak correctly. Sometimes u cant win, the important thing is be true to yourself, to your own values. If your culture is important embrace it!