random thoughts as i eat pickle flavored chips in my bed (1 Viewer)

[multifanboy]

- i really need to start working out again, i think i'm gaining weight which is really :/ (eating chips in my bed is not helping)

- i'm chillin and taking things slow in general at the moment but i feel like i should be getting more stuff done and working harder

- i painted my nails and they did not turn out how i wanted but they arent horrible so i'm just gonna leave it like it is

- i want to start doing my nails and makeup regularly again because it makes me feel pReTTy but i don't want to trigger my dysphoria

Spoiler: sexual-ish but probably not 18+

- i think im turning into a fuckboy (kinda) because i keep forgetting to text (also busy) this girl but i want to talk to her because i wanna make out
- im going to start dressing nicely/slightly sexy again (i think) so i can feel more confident
- im done with my dumb ass thirsting over everyone (well, not everyone but a lot of people)

Spoiler: kinda 18+

- my friend (who comes across as very innocent) and i had a casual discussion about our kinks and thirsted over a guy together, we didn't go into detail but it was a bit surreal, i'm usually quite shy about those things even though i love to talk about them.. so yeah that happened

 

[yeji]

I am dealing with most of them too.

 

[YouNiceKeepGoin]

I Feel ya! i just have.......scaring thoughts tho soooo, he