If life is only beautiful in those rare dreams or paintings and books...... we idealize things once they are over, we seem to "love" people more once we lose them.... real life feels so cold to me, so empty..... we turn to beautiful poetic lyrics to comfort us.. or a movie with a happy ending...... but really, when is life ever like that..... well, to be fair, I still believe it can happen, to some, sometimes.... idk just thoughts lol