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Eyes Eyes Eyes
All pupils were on me
The vast room full of people
All shapes and sizes
All ready to judge me
The room was spinning
My head felt split in half
My mind was filled thoughts
‘If I say something would they laugh’
I just stood there
Hearing the mummers
Hearing the chatters and whispers
I could fell their eyes looking at me like a pervert
I could hear everything
Every word they said
‘What is happening’
‘What A waste on my night’
They weren’t wrong
They were right
I wanted to speak
But my mouth held me back
I could hear my heartbeat coming from my chest
I just wanted to cry
Lie down and die
Everything was echo
My palms were like a waterfall
I felt so uncomfortable
I just wish I didn’t live
I didn’t want to be here
Can I take five?
My body couldn’t handle it
I fell to the floor
Sobbing
Looking for closure
The curtain fell and I just cried
Cried my eyes out
Cried until I cry no more
I don’t want eyes on me
I don’t want this in my head
So I just cried
Cried my eyes out
Until they took me away
All I could do was cry
And think of all those eyes