The ability to care for other people outside my world. I would say its one of the harshest things about me. I treat people all the same with a basic level of respect as a human should, but beyond that people are pretty much a passing blur. Its like if someones in a bad situation, I understand the situation is bad/sad or whatever but I don't feel empathic or sympathetic in the slightest. Sure with strangers its understandable but it does happen with friends also.
but I could be the fact that I despise empathy and or sympathy given to my situations cause I know even though they are terrible from an outside perspective, they were just normal and I just dealt with. People trying to relate or telling me they feel for me never helped me get through things in slightest more so set me back to dark points of thinking.
but then would I want to be as sensitive to feel what people are feeling when I already understand why they are feeling the way they are...
probably not....
but it would nice to share a moment with a stranger where I actually feel their emotion you know.