what burdens are you carrying? (1 Viewer)

[kodoku]

.. what are some things you've been carrying in your heart for some time, things greater than just trivial daily concerns that come and go..? things that have felt heavy for awhile yet you haven't been able to break free from them....?

Spoiler: me

I'm filled with this kind of crap, I swear lol.. my heart is always heavy, my mind is always clouded... >_> I am emotional and easily hurt by anyone, by the time one wound heals, several more are made.. it doesn't help that I haven't had much luck with people and events.. some of the biggest problems would be mental illness and just all the biggest scars people have given me, especially those from when I was a child....

@igloo

 

[kuro]

awwww I hope you can relieve your burden soon <3

I guess my burdens are my relationship with my family and friends. it's getting hard to maintain everything and I'm feeling super stressed

 

[igloo]

hmmm
it would be ignorant of me to say i carry no burdens at all
i carry the burden of needing to continue my life to exact my desires and see them through
this entails getting a job, stressing about money, etc.
i carry the burden of interests and desires which i can't fulfill
i guess i carry the burden of my past and of my hatred of myself
and my embattled mind
but to me my burdens are secondary
to my goals
to the desires which are within my reach
or at least which i hope are within my reach

 

[gongchan]

I have.. a lot. One burden I carry around is a feeling that I've disappointed so many people. I just can't seem to leave that in my past.

 

[Wingfrost]

I don’t ever really forgive myself for the mistakes I’ve made in the past, I always feel awful about it and causing others stress because of it. I guess just things that are in the past that I’ve done or that has happened to me, it’s difficult to forget I guess.

I hope you’re able to get some relief in the future.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Broken heart and massive sadness. (That and extreme paranoia),

 

[yeji]

I am just too emotionally invested with certain people

 

[JoanaIsHere]

It's a minor issue but constant embarrasment. I keep thinking back to the times when people thinking I'm staring at them or staring them down, specifically at the dentist. Or that one time my friend and I got a dentention because I forgot a pass to studyhall, and for some reason my friend also got a detention for a class she's not even in that class, but they decided to ask us about it infront of 2 entire grades so everybody was staring and we couldn't say anything back because it would make it worse

Fun times