I hate the feeling of uncertainty . For example not understanding a class lesson OR my favourite thing: being asked to help in the organization of other people's events. I can plan group events fine, I can plan my own events fine, it's not that I'm inexperienced or immature. But a lot of the time the people with the main idea and plan , are too busy and uncontactable or they can't form their idea into words properly, so it's very hard in that case for me to take initiative and help out, because what if I start doing something the wrong way? <--- that's one of my worst nightmare scenarios having to help other people set things up, yet because of several groups and activities I'm involved with I find my self in it quite a lot. So then I look like I'm just standing around because I don't want to help when that couldn't be further from the truth
Also not an emotional feeling but I hate the feeling of any type of paper/cardboard/etc. And hate the sound of friction, it doesn't matter what two things are rubbing against each other. Most people hate nail on chalk board, and of course I do too, but even most everday situations cause me this same level of pain. It's not even like I'm annoyed by the sound or anything like that, it actually just causes me literal pain. One-time someone recommended to me talcum powder in your shoes to make them smell nicer...by the end of the day I had bruised my lip area badly from pressing them together to tightly. The pain for me of the feeling of talcum powder in my shoes was so great that the only way I could get through the day was to press my lips together so I didn't scream about it I'm extremely tactile sensitive, everyone thinks I'm stupid or make this word up, but it's so stressful for me. Plus I'm normally good at verbalising my thoughts but because I've been ridiculed for my responses to certain feelings or sounds, now I have trouble too so the frustration just builds up, and people think even weirder of me.