what's the best you've ever been? (1 Viewer)

[kodoku]

.. so far ofc :)

mee?? it was this one summer three years ago when I was somehow happy even though my life sucked and I was completely alone... but idk what I did or how, I just somehow (and it was the only time in my life I managed to do this..) found some inner strength, light, and positivity.. I felt like I figured it all out and I was happy for no apparent reason. I had lost weight, cleared my skin, and just looked and felt my best......I was glowing inside out.. idk what happened later, I guess life and stress and so on.... how to go back to that now ahh..... but I really wanna....... so that was me at my best, I was somehow calm and content all on my own.. 😅

 

[yeji]

i think I was the happiest when I moved to my own place after living with a terrible roommate

 

[blueberries]

Either middle of high school, I had close friends I did dumb stuff with, I got everything figured out for that age. It was just lot less stressful time and i got into many different stuff including anime, cosplay and kpop.

Or around year and half ago. I was having intership, working with city and making research for the city. I felt like I was challenged in work, but the stress didn't carry over outside of it. My thoughts on subjects and intellectual was appreciated, I felt that I was doing sth worthwhile and important. That work was important for my self-image of the time I think, like just feeling like my studies had been worth it and I was being taken seriously and appreciated. I hope I can land similar job after my studies. I rly want to be working rather than studying now xd

 

[perhapz]

Mentally, I think it was probably back in school days, when my only concerns were studying, hanging out with friends and get some naps, life was so easy back then. :<
I think I'm still ok right now, but life can be so tiresome and full of concerns sometimes. I miss not worrying too much about everything.

 

[potato]

I think sometime in the middle of last year. I remember a really clear memory at school, when I was messing around with friends and playing with the school's chickens. It's one of my best memories.

 

[Deleted member 74]

I think the best I've ever been was the time I spent with my best friend from 5'th and 6'th grade, despite the fact that we're not close anymore. In those two years, I found the friendship and conversations we shared to be the most genuine I've ever been with anyone in my life. We had many funny memories. We knew and were comfortable with ourselves, we knew we weren't popular or liked acceptable things but we were genuinely happy anyway. We didn't think deeply about outside factors. It was like we were in a bubble of our own, watching animes together, her making flan for me inspired by a manga I introduced to her, her introducing me to Ghibli by giving me a cd of Spirited Away, going bowling on her Birthday, printing in classrooms during lunch, reading together in the library, even our arguments. Everyone knew us to be really close. I think this is a time in my life where I felt a way, so peaceful and open, that I don't think I'll ever again.

 

[jasque]

One day I was listening to Flower, by Larc en ciel

And suddenly all my doubts got solved and tears came

Idk what it was, but after that my life progressed a lot

 

[Wingfrost]

Probably when I was around 8 or 9, my life wasn’t necessarily great back then but I was surrounded by friends who made everything easier for me.

 

[Skinnny]

As a child. Before 3rd grade.
Not so pleasant things did happen around me but I was too naive to notice them.

 

[Monbebe1]

my first year of college, I made some mistakes but I grew a lot... I made some huge mistakes but given my circumstances at this time it's a given... I was genuinely happy and worked everything out pretty well for a large portion of it though

 

[Darkseid]

2015-18 were overall pretty great, both professionally and personally. Felt even better coz 2012-14 were some of the worst times of my life, so I could appreciate the contrast that much more.