And for serious, if i wont become trophy husband or sell my soul for mysterious income, i will try my hardest to become radiographer
i really dont have much talent in the academics and i refuse to be put overworked and underpayed working in an retirement home being assaulted by old people and cleaning different bodily fluids

Ofcourse its not all like that in there and i get why some people feel proud and fulfilled taking care of them and it is something needed to be done but its not for me. maybe i should grow a pair and stop being a diva and get to it with my talents. But if i can become radiographer i think i will be very happy
also because im in a very oversharing mood, my childhood dream was to work with music which i have, pretty much from birth, great passion for.
i was in a music academy from 6yo to 17yo playing accordion and studying singing and performing. elementary i was in a school for musically talented kids that is regular school but with extra atenttion to learning music. but i got bullied and i stopped having confidence in my singing + developed a great performing anxiety and i quit singing (unless im alone) and also slowly stopped enjoying playing accordion. So that path is also not realistic for me anymore so if the universe is kind i will by some miracle get to become an radiographer
oversharing done, uran has been serious for far too long and the hives are kicking in so lets end with yaaaaas hunties