Why do I even feel bad (2 Viewers)

[kisshuhua09baby]

Why have I been so loving to everyone in this world to a point that I'd be remiss to express any negative emotion towards those that I love no fuck that. I'm not an innocent child I'm not just the dumb autistic friend that goes along with everything It's not crazy to think that being treated so shitty by so many people that everyone I meet is probably gonna be shitty. I get the short end of the stick so much it wouldn't hurt a single one of them to hear me simply speak my mind and go off on them. i let too much slide to try and be palatable and nice but i'm tired

 

[kisshuhua09baby]

I don't care that he has lung cancer either he dm'ed me all sad and all i could do is sit and stare at my phone with a blank expression because after everything i can't bee bothered to care as horrible as this makes me look