Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (6 Viewers)

[doll]

i need to stop thinking about hurting her
that's really fucked up to say, outloud
I already did, I got in trouble... why do I not care?

 

[doll]

i need to stop thinking about him too
what if he doesn't like me back?
I'm such a hot loser.

 

[doll]

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[doll]

i have a convo, 14 pages long, of me talking to myself
about all of my problems
because there was no one to listen, when I was typing in it.
my last reply was tuesday, before I started talking to micheal
I feel a fine-empty. i cold type of empty, like I'm here, physically, but not mentally
I don't know whats going on, I keep getting in trouble, but when I do, I suddenly forget what I did
am I okay? the answer I want to believe is yes, the answer that is sadly, true is no.
god no, what is so bad, that made me act out on these emotions.
I'm so scared for my dad to come home, really. I'm going to be in trouble

 

[us8r]

do it do it do it do it
r they in ur 5th hour?

bro I did it, were dating ! they arent in my 5th hour

 

[doll]

bro I did it, were dating ! they arent in my 5th hour

WHO IS IT OML

 

[us8r]

WHO IS IT OML

its wyatt lmao, apparently he had a crush on me and a few boys knew. anyways my friend screamed it in the hallways and told 4 teachers

 

[doll]

its wyatt lmao, apparently he had a crush on me and a few boys knew. anyways my friend screamed it in the hallways and told 4 teachers

what the hell lucy
wyatt ...

 

[us8r]

what the hell lucy
wyatt ...

ah I like him, whats wrong with him?

 

[doll]

micheal doesnt actually like me... saniyah...

 

[doll]

ah I like him, whats wrong with him?

he's just so... wyatt

 

[us8r]

he's just so... wyatt

I've known him for years, no offense but I don't really care what you think of him bc I like him

 

[doll]

I've known him for years, no offense but I don't really care what you think of him bc I like him

ikik

 

[doll]

but when did saniyah ever talk to him?
is she lying to me?
this has to be a joke..

 

[sydsisco]

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[doll]

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[RockyGoose]

I dislike having thoughts that make me worry about stuff or would make me want to wash my hands a lot of times.

 

[cocomelon]

idk something weird happened to me at the other day at school, after my exam. i just left my class and everyones there, its all loud and everything. i dont know what happens to me, but i just freeze and get so intimidated by most of the boys, my age and even some girls. i think its because i got bullied basically my whole school life. but yea its so weird and idk what to do about it. i get so anxious and stutter if any one of them asks me anything. and that day, idk what happened but when my bestie handed me her paper, i was just shaking iDK WHY but i was. maybe it was because the corridor was super loud. so yeah.

 

[doll]

tw sh


it isnt fair.
why do i have to go and she doesn't?
I'm completely fine. my wrists arent any number than hers, what the deal?
so what I did that? i did it many times before and you didn't care to stop me.. so what is it now?

 

[RockyGoose]

Spoiler: TW: sexual assault

I think that if anyone touched my thigh, I would get a flashback to when that guy did that to me.