Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (4 Viewers)

[uwuJay]

All alone again:( ig I’m not allowed to be happy. Every single person I cared about is gone. No one to talk to, no one to listen to. Emptiness.

 

[Villains]

there's no point in going on

 

[Villains]

i have never felt so low in my life

 

[doll]

if everyone just left me alone, and i left everyone alone, and i did my own thing, i would be fine.
i would be just fine.
but i go, and make friends with people i know i'll drop, or will drop me.
what the fuck?
this is so stupid
idek

 

[doll]

"you should js do whats best for ur mind"
what is good and what is bad ?
i dont know and i dont care
i just want to stay away from everything

 

[doll]

i hate all of the words than come out of my mouth
i hate it

 

[dark_tranquility]

Brittle minded and weak of physique.
Nothing in any language
makes less sense than this.

 

[doll]

No puedo seguir diciendo estas cosas. Me está desgarrando. Ya no puedo levantarme tan tarde. Estoy pensando mucho. Estoy llorando pero no caen lágrimas. Amaba a este chico y me lo robaron, debido a este mundo cruel. no es una mentira total, no se dice mentira aquí. como de otra manera amé y perdí. ¿alguna vez lo recuperaré? Dije durante el verano, y él lo sabe. volveremos a hablar? nunca. aunque espero solo puedo esperar ¿Qué hace que la esperanza sea real? nada es real ni falso. la canción es palabra, la palabra es escritura, la escritura es palabra, la palabra es canción. Sé que amas y te preocupas, pero ¿realmente lo haces? podemos continuar con este ciclo una vez más, una última vez. ultima vez. entonces habré terminado, terminado y terminado. usarte como me usaste a mí. Di las cosas malas que me dijiste. darte de comer al inframundo. me destruiste. destruiste tu confianza? eso no tiene sentido. Nunca te he mentido. nunca dije nada Entonces, ¿cómo mentí? explique. o no. no me importa, no me importa. mi cabello está recogido, con cuidado de no quedar atrapado en la cuerda alrededor de mi cuello. Quiero morir, ¿cuándo me dejarás ir? la lluvia lo empeora. es tan pacífico y relajante. No puedo estar tranquilo en este momento. Necesito la rabia, necesito destruir todo en el momento para volver a la nada. ¿Qué estoy diciendo? todo y todos están tan borrosos, muerte, mejores amigos muertos, tías muertas, tíos muertos. es todo aparte del ciclo. pero el final de mi parte será pronto, si no lo entiendes, nunca lo harás. se inteligente. no tonto No te golpees la cabeza contra el cristal, come bichos. Se bueno. o ser malo. realmente no me importa no uses esto en mi contra Usaré lo que dijiste, incluso si no es justo.

 

[RockyGoose]

I dislike when after someone passes away that I get thoughts like "I wish I knew this person better", "I wish I was nicer to that person" etc...

 

[doll]

i dont wanna say anything
im here for a reason
someone understand
or dont.
i dont care

 

[cocomelon]

a look back at my school life because its going to officially end in two days. well where do i start. its been a very long and rather exahusting period in my life. i had always struggled in school there is no doubt about that. since my childhood, i could never focus on my studies since 1st grade. i would get really bad grades and had rude teachers and my parents weren't helpful too. then time passed for 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th grade things were the same and even worsened during the later years. i got bullied horribly. i had a few best friends who made it not-so-horrible though. but still it was hard, that phase, now that i look at it. i was so lost, i was so lost that i didnt know what i was doing. its like i stopped caring and just did things. ik it doesn't make sense but it was like a very weird time, because i was basically constantly trying to hold my mental health together and the worst part was i didnt even know at that time what mental health was. so yeah. but 9th grade saw a change in me. 2018. i had came to a new place, a new school, a much smaller one. but i liked it. this was also the time i started listening to twice (<3) changed my life. and i'll always be thankful to them. i basically owe what i am today to them. they made my life change. i failed at maths, german and had bad grades in science in 8th grade. but in the first exams of 9th grade, i had gotten the highest score in class in science. it was so new and so unreal for me. i took time to process it. and when i did, i found a new me. a new version of me perhaps. this version was so much aware of himself and so much more worried about his future. he was present. this was a turning point in my life. 9th, 10th grade went absolutely great. 11th grade, didn't go really well, but i was in a new school again, everyone was so nice to me. i felt so welcomed. even though everyone was intimidating, they were all very nice. made a lot of my besties! that i'll cherish for the rest of my life. 12th grade went fine for the first half but then the first finals went not very good, though i am certain of a redemption arc in my second and final, finals. wow so i guess this is the end. this is where all those mixed emotions come to end, this is where the road ends. its been a tough journey. but i did it. and i'm proud of myself. i think.

 

[cocomelon]

i have never felt so low in my life

i just saw this and i hope youre doing better now ed and if theres anything you can talk to me at all times !! 🤍

 

[Chaeee]

a look back at my school life because its going to officially end in two days. well where do i start. its been a very long and rather exahusting period in my life. i had always struggled in school there is no doubt about that. since my childhood, i could never focus on my studies since 1st grade. i would get really bad grades and had rude teachers and my parents weren't helpful too. then time passed for 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th grade things were the same and even worsened during the later years. i got bullied horribly. i had a few best friends who made it not-so-horrible though. but still it was hard, that phase, now that i look at it. i was so lost, i was so lost that i didnt know what i was doing. its like i stopped caring and just did things. ik it doesn't make sense but it was like a very weird time, because i was basically constantly trying to hold my mental health together and the worst part was i didnt even know at that time what mental health was. so yeah. but 9th grade saw a change in me. 2018. i had came to a new place, a new school, a much smaller one. but i liked it. this was also the time i started listening to twice (<3) changed my life. and i'll always be thankful to them. i basically owe what i am today to them. they made my life change. i failed at maths, german and had bad grades in science in 8th grade. but in the first exams of 9th grade, i had gotten the highest score in class in science. it was so new and so unreal for me. i took time to process it. and when i did, i found a new me. a new version of me perhaps. this version was so much aware of himself and so much more worried about his future. he was present. this was a turning point in my life. 9th, 10th grade went absolutely great. 11th grade, didn't go really well, but i was in a new school again, everyone was so nice to me. i felt so welcomed. even though everyone was intimidating, they were all very nice. made a lot of my besties! that i'll cherish for the rest of my life. 12th grade went fine for the first half but then the first finals went not very good, though i am certain of a redemption arc in my second and final, finals. wow so i guess this is the end. this is where all those mixed emotions come to end, this is where the road ends. its been a tough journey. but i did it. and i'm proud of myself. i think.

♡

 

[doll]

yo no sé cuál fue la razón, si yo te estaba dando todo mi amor, estoy destrozado, lloro cuando llueve para que nadie me escuche. No puedo expresar cuánto te extraño, cuánto te amo y cuánto te odio por esto. micheal, te amaba más que a un amigo, como a un hermano, toda mi energía fue hacia ti. Mi mejor amigo. Mi hermano. me acuesto en mi cama y miro al techo pensando "¿podría haberlo salvado?" "no debería haber estado tan seco" "¿fue mi culpa?" No puedo dejar de pensar que no puedo ir a tu casa mañana o hoy. No puedo dejar de pensar que fui la única persona a la que le dijiste "te amo" en la maldita nota. Si yo fuera tan especial, ¿por qué me dejarías? me conoces mejor de lo que yo me conozco... sabes que me está destruyendo. ¿Es eso lo que quieres? el sentimiento se está ahogando, estoy llorando por ayuda, en silencio. tal como lo eras. ¿por qué por qué por qué no me di cuenta? porque estaba tan concentrado en mí mismo. lo siento micheal lo siento ethan lo siento jordan lo siento lo siento lo siento. está bien. estare bien. pronto, pronto, pronto. Soy como tú, pronto.

 

[Villains]

i just saw this and i hope youre doing better now ed and if theres anything you can talk to me at all times !! 🤍

i’m doing better now thank you :)

 

[doll]

i cant

 

[tai]

I wish I were dead

 

[Chaeee]

I wish I were dead

Do you want to talk about it? I hope I don’t sound intrusive but I’m sure you don’t mean that

 

[tai]

Do you want to talk about it? I hope I don’t sound intrusive but I’m sure you don’t mean that

Oh, I do mean it.

 

[Chaeee]

Oh, I do mean it.

Life is precious, never wish that you were dead over the chance of living♡