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[Hoemantic]

so many bad decisions and so many are impulsive ones. times are rough but i'll push through it.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Trapped in my own head.

 

[Day]

Spoiler: Tw suicide

im writing suicide notes in my head/planning it and i get a tiktok as my next video on my fyp of a man saying he wishes he was aborted because hed rather not exist than be the person that he is now and im broken because thats exactly how i feel

 

[dark_tranquility]

I hope I win.

big esteem booster then.

 

[Tickita]

.

 

[dark_tranquility]

My mind escapes me.

 

[doll]

Spoiler: te acuerdas de arishiana? i know you remember

Me siento como una pintura de los viejos tiempos.
Sé quién soy en el espejo, pero sin representación visual, cuestiono hasta el último centímetro de mí mismo.
no tengo tiempo para sentarme y llorar,
entonces yo no
Solo quiero que me dejen en paz, sin que nadie me pregunte si estoy bien.
finge, finge que te importa.
finge que te importa para que yo pueda tener UN aroma de cuidado en el aire.
aunque sea falso.
finge que me crees cuando digo que estoy bien, porque sabes que no lo estoy, solo pediste ser amable y no quieres que la conversación vaya más lejos.
pero claro, puedes pedir desahogarme, ¿cuándo he dicho que no?
nunca, porque se siente mal.
No importa lo mal que me sienta, quiero hacerte sentir mejor.
pinche meirda.
todo lo que sé es ella.
eso es lo único que sé.
me siento tan mal y culpable por todo
todo lo que hago está mal
me siento tan mal por cosas que no es mi culpa
Me siento terrible por las cosas sobre las que no tengo control.
soy demasiado emocional
¿por qué no se van? ¿Mis emociones?
No quiero sentir nada, estar insensible, como si estuviera en esa estancia de 1 semana.
1 semana de nada
sesiones de terapia que no valen nada
sigue empeorando
nunca mejorando
culpa
all tu culpa.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I haven't felt this pepper since forever.

 

[Chaeee]

Why didn’t I stay put? It wasn’t that bad. Was I overreacting the whole time? Was it really the problem? I’m actually starting to miss them. If I could go back to this day last year, I’d tell everyone to stop and I’d go on. I’m full of regret now. Fuck

 

[doll]

i am the lowest of the low in minorities and you think you can make jokes about it?
they all think they can make JOKES?
but since im not black it isnt racist.
yeah thats totally how it works

 

[dark_tranquility]

Tragic upbringing makes one lose focus on the now.

 

[doll]

realmente trato de cuidar
realmente solo puedo preocuparme por una persona
y esa persona ni siquiera soy yo
Realmente no sé cuánto tiempo puedo sentarme aquí y vivir

 

[dark_tranquility]

Trainwreck of a life.
Gotta stop feeling so lifeless and depressed.

 

[doll]

cmon thc !!
cmon drown out my problems for js a lil bit !!!
jsss a lil

 

[dark_tranquility]

Paper thin feelings
romantic flaws.

 

[athenaaa]

You’re the only ones keeping me alive rn, if I didn’t meet yall I would definitely be dead by now

 

[dark_tranquility]

More problems.

 

[doll]

You’re the only ones keeping me alive rn, if I didn’t meet yall I would definitely be dead by now

sad to know im not one of those people

 

[dark_tranquility]

you taught me how to hate
and for that I will never forgive you

 

[Deleted member 74]

Spoiler

It's so difficult to feel like I'm not dragging someone down with me in my own darkness. My mind isn't a good place to be. I know I'll never be good enough, and I don't know how to pretend like I believe I am. I know I said I want to unlearn so many things and forget my past, but the truth is all of it haunts me.