I’m so freaking scared of bothering my roommate

Like I wanna finish my assignments due Tuesday and Wednesday and meet my goals but I’m so scared I’m bothering her staying up and studying I’m trying to be extra cautious and quiet abt every little thing, not even closing the door bc it’s loud, what if my computers loud, turning the page, erasing, writing, drinking water, literally
stupid adhd hyperfocus kicks in at night
it won’t be here when I wake up, but if I use it now again I can stay up till like 7 grinding, but then again when I studied from 11 pm to 7 am then freshened up and left at 8 she wasn’t bothered and slept thru it all so what am I doing? But still so scared
but I won’t be able to sleep now anyways
but like I need to learn to be more productive during the day so I get more sleep and don’t worry like this but freaking adhd
I wanna study
so scared man
I will literally sit outside in the hallway by myself at 3 am to study
frick this I’m gonna be someone? But gotta get things done