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i have to write this to maybe get my brain to give me just a little bit of leeway to breathe or something anything no one's gonna read this anyway so it's ok

ive been going through so much physical pain and mental garbage im so sick of it i have no where to turn to
im serious hopeless
i dont want to give up but i feel like i have no choice to because its not like i can do anything.
i have these goals and abilities that i cant even accomplish or utilize because im just so inept at having life skills im so USELESS and trapped i cant get ANYWHERE all i do is think and never do.

im wasting my time energy and physical health for something that does not matter at all, and have nothing for what does matter to me.

im trying to avoid being on here at the moment to avoid manic posting as my tendency to do that when im going through episodes or whatever but i feel so alone but ill feel alone regardless if im
here or not whats my issue?!

nothing changes nothing will change
im stuck in this life for the rest of it
when will i get over that and be normal

anyway bye​
 

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i have to write this to maybe get my brain to give me just a little bit of leeway to breathe or something anything no one's gonna read this anyway so it's ok

ive been going through so much physical pain and mental garbage im so sick of it i have no where to turn to
im serious hopeless
i dont want to give up but i feel like i have no choice to because its not like i can do anything.
i have these goals and abilities that i cant even accomplish or utilize because im just so inept at having life skills im so USELESS and trapped i cant get ANYWHERE all i do is think and never do.

im wasting my time energy and physical health for something that does not matter at all, and have nothing for what does matter to me.

im trying to avoid being on here at the moment to avoid manic posting as my tendency to do that when im going through episodes or whatever but i feel so alone but ill feel alone regardless if im
here or not whats my issue?!

nothing changes nothing will change
im stuck in this life for the rest of it
when will i get over that and be normal

anyway bye​
I am so sorry to hear you're going through a hard time. You've been working hard for a while, right? It's okay to take some time away, take a breather, eat some yummy foods and just spend some alone time to recuperate. Spend some money on something that will make you happy, okay? If there is just a glimpse of happiness, you should savor those moments and enjoy it. Even if, in 10 years, you look back and wonder 'what was I doing?' the answer can simply be that you were doing the best you could, living life in the way that you knew how. If you have goals then you should put one step in front of the other and walk towards them - they don't have to be big steps, just take it a day at a time. If you worked hard today, then that is enough. If you have regrets, then you can work harder tomorrow. If you feel you must give up, stop for a moment - that's okay too, you've worked hard and it's okay to take a break now. Seasons will pass, you'll grow older, the world will change. You and your life will change just as a sunflower grows and blooms beautifully.
 
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Feel better soon! You got this!
 
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I am so sorry to hear you're going through a hard time. You've been working hard for a while, right? It's okay to take some time away, take a breather, eat some yummy foods and just spend some alone time to recuperate. Spend some money on something that will make you happy, okay? If there is just a glimpse of happiness, you should savor those moments and enjoy it. Even if, in 10 years, you look back and wonder 'what was I doing?' the answer can simply be that you were doing the best you could, living life in the way that you knew how. If you have goals then you should put one step in front of the other and walk towards them - they don't have to be big steps, just take it a day at a time. If you worked hard today, then that is enough. If you have regrets, then you can work harder tomorrow. If you feel you must give up, stop for a moment - that's okay too, you've worked hard and it's okay to take a break now. Seasons will pass, you'll grow older, the world will change. You and your life will change just as a sunflower grows and blooms beautifully.
thank you, these are probably words i really needed to hear the most... i really appreciate it, i feel so much pressure to do well now which makes me feel like im failing.... im trying so hard to not think that way but ;;; i really need to remind myself its okay to step back and breathe.
the last line really made me tear up (positive), this was beautiful i really thank you <3
 
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Please take the time away if you feel you need it. I’m sorry you feel this way and I hope things can improve soon :pepecry:
:izhug: You got friend and I'll get better!
thank you, these are probably words i really needed to hear the most... i really appreciate it, i feel so much pressure to do well now which makes me feel like im failing.... im trying so hard to not think that way but ;;; i really need to remind myself its okay to step back and breathe.
the last line really made me tear up (positive), this was beautiful i really thank you <3
thank you guys, much love :izhug:
 
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you should prioritize your health first my friend
get to a point where you are comfortable in your own shoes and with yourself

and if you ever need someone to talk to I'm sure there are better options than selfie lol
 

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I don't think there is such a normality like that.

we are all different, normal doesn't exist, imo
 
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you should prioritize your health first my friend
get to a point where you are comfortable in your own shoes and with yourself

and if you ever need someone to talk to I'm sure there are better options than selfie lol
if only i knew how to :pyo:
trying so hard, i like to think im getting there!! its just... taking awhile...

bless you haha :izhug:
 

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if only i knew how to :pyo:
trying so hard, i like to think im getting there!! its just... taking awhile...

bless you haha :izhug:
I'm obviously not a professional but sometimes it's good to take a step back
if i remember look at all the things in life you can control and all the things you can't
focus on the things you can control since you can't control everything else
 
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I'm obviously not a professional but sometimes it's good to take a step back
if i remember look at all the things in life you can control and all the things you can't
focus on the things you can control since you can't control everything else
real, after today im probably still gonna take some more time off for myself...
also real, the only person who can change me is me so i have to try my best if i want to get better and do better :maheart:
 
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real, after today im probably still gonna take some more time off for myself...
also real, the only person who can change me is me so i have to try my best if i want to get better and do better :maheart:
that's what I always say
if you want to change then the only person who can do it is yourself!!!

also be afraid of not moving slowly, be afraid of standing still
 
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that's what I always say
if you want to change then the only person who can do it is yourself!!!

also be afraid of not moving slowly, be afraid of standing still
whew that line hit me, its poetic.......

i will change!!! i will !! speaking it into existence in the first step in motion :hcnod:
 
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whew that line hit me, its poetic.......

i will change!!! i will !! speaking it into existence in the first step in motion :hcnod:
maybe it helps if you write down the steps you take
(not as in post it here or even in public) but maybe like a diary or something since it can be cathartic to see your own progress
 
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you should prioritize your health first my friend
get to a point where you are comfortable in your own shoes and with yourself

and if you ever need someone to talk to I'm sure there are better options than selfie lol
Amazing advice!
 
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maybe it helps if you write down the steps you take
(not as in post it here or even in public) but maybe like a diary or something since it can be cathartic to see your own progress
noted, that sounds like a good idea. i try to write future plans, but maybe instead i should focus on the stuff i have done. that does seem more motivating actually,:maheart:

thank you for these words & advice 😭
 

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