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i have to write this to maybe get my brain to give me just a little bit of leeway to breathe or something anything no one's gonna read this anyway so it's ok
ive been going through so much physical pain and mental garbage im so sick of it i have no where to turn to
im serious hopeless
i dont want to give up but i feel like i have no choice to because its not like i can do anything.
i have these goals and abilities that i cant even accomplish or utilize because im just so inept at having life skills im so USELESS and trapped i cant get ANYWHERE all i do is think and never do.
im wasting my time energy and physical health for something that does not matter at all, and have nothing for what does matter to me.
im trying to avoid being on here at the moment to avoid manic posting as my tendency to do that when im going through episodes or whatever but i feel so alone but ill feel alone regardless if im
here or not whats my issue?!
nothing changes nothing will change
im stuck in this life for the rest of it
when will i get over that and be normal
anyway bye
ive been going through so much physical pain and mental garbage im so sick of it i have no where to turn to
im serious hopeless
i dont want to give up but i feel like i have no choice to because its not like i can do anything.
i have these goals and abilities that i cant even accomplish or utilize because im just so inept at having life skills im so USELESS and trapped i cant get ANYWHERE all i do is think and never do.
im wasting my time energy and physical health for something that does not matter at all, and have nothing for what does matter to me.
im trying to avoid being on here at the moment to avoid manic posting as my tendency to do that when im going through episodes or whatever but i feel so alone but ill feel alone regardless if im
here or not whats my issue?!
nothing changes nothing will change
im stuck in this life for the rest of it
when will i get over that and be normal
anyway bye