yes, I study because I wanna learn and everything and not just to get good grades. learning is honestly so much fun for me, I like discovering things!!

aaa exactly like what's the point, most of my classmates are like that especially with math

and they come to me when they need help during tests like did you not study, you had time

GOD I HATE IT WHEN MY CLASSMATES GO TO ME WHEN THEY NEED HELP LIKE WE WERE GIVE THE SAME EXACT TIME TO STUDY, YOU DIDN'T STUDY AND THAT AIN'T MY FAULT OKAY

AND THEY KEEP PERSUADING ME TO HELP THEM (but I don't, don't worry, that would be consider cheating too). I'm considered the math genius in my class heh

BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'LL JUST HELP YOU LIKE THAT ?
when I study, I mostly remember details, I like learning about different topics, it's like so interesting!!

I do study hard but I try not to stress out myself about it. I'm studying hard so I could also repay my parents' struggles like I'm sure it's hard working hard everyday like they give me all my needs and sometimes even my wants when we have some extra money

I'm sure my hospitals bills were a lot too cause I'm a premature baby and everything. like I wanna study hard so I could get into a good college and then make my family proud and when I have my own money, I'll also spoil them with their wants but of course I'm not just doing this for them, I'm also doing it for myself. I'll also do the subjects (?) I want to do in college and I'm happy that I got parents that'll support me whatever field I go into and isn't pressuring me

I'm gonna have to study hard and work on my time management skills, I wanna do Computer Science
did I talked too much ? I'm sorry lol, when there's a topic I'm really interested in, I talk a looot

I could even just go on and on and on lol