No one would care, even if people on this forum do, the people who truly know me don't. My friends won't care, they may miss my presence, but they won't miss me myself. My family will get hurt but they'll be so much more better off. My brother would finally stop hating me. Everyone in my college hates me and this stupid boy keeps asking me to be his girlfriend as a joke. I was born as a stupid raccoon and my parents should have aborted me. So yes, I will be wreckless because I am done, with everyone.
Naevis
i cant say that i know exactly how you feel since we are living different lives and are going through many different issues
but i can say that i can understand the feeling of feeling hated and its not from other people, the hatred came from me cause i would always shame myself for making so many regretful desicions and it has effected me in many ways
if you call friends who barely care about you in irl then those arent friends, i had a bed friend and after a horrible experience i can tell the difference between a true real friend verses a backstabing one/ a non caring one
my Choir Teacher once told me (and the class) that if you choose to take your own life, then you really dont know what people will think, ypu wont know how they truly feel, you dont know every thought they have inside, you dont know if they will have a million regrets and that taking your own life is a selfish thing cause not only are you taking away your special life, you are taking away the chance to find truly good people who do truly care about you
you may not see it in this moment but Naevis, i can promise you that this wont bring any peace to anyone, you will let all the hate and neativity win, dont let it win Naevis, ik you are stronger than this