This isn't that happy of thread, but my mom just called me and said they had to put down our family dog Nuppu. Nuppu was already old dog, 16 years old and was having lot of health problems that couldn't be fixed so this kinda was long time coming. But I cannot put feel down about it, I just hate the idea of someone going permanently away, kinda like disappearing from existence. She was part of my life so long too, we got her when i was 11. I don't think that's sth I can't get used to, it's such hollow, but also frustrating feeling. It's very hard for me to comprehend. I love animals and pets, but this part really sucks. Well at least I heard she was doing rather good up to that point and that she got buried next to graves of our two cats that passed away earlier.
Rest in peace
Rest in peace