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[dark_tranquility]

welcome back

 

[litc]

Ok ... trying

not bad: I got model scouted somehow ... I didn't know ppl thought I was "gorgeous" or wtv, maybe bc I didn't go out much and "high cheekbones"
I thought most ppl had high cheekbones I also never liked them because they're not prominent anyways cuz my face is like wide and round

anyways it was interesting ig

I got asked if I wore makeup and I said I wasn't wearing any and I was asked how I feel abt it (I don't rlly wear makeup ...)

I got asked to take off my beanie if I was "hiding something" ... nah I just like wearing beanies ... not to chase away boys

Asked if I wear headphones and read books all the time so boys don't talk to me ... nah not so boys don't talk to me ... I listen to google maps cuz I get lost all the time

I did not know ppl thought I was "get all the boys" "pretty" I am not into boys besides as friends tho so it's fine

also said I could be a "petite model" once I stood up I BEEN SAYING I DON'T LOOK SHORT UNLESS THERES A POINT OF COMPARISON CUZ I GOT GOOD PROPORTIONS ITS JUST RATIOS TO PPL IRL FINALLY SOMEONE GETS IT

anyways was interesting ... too much of an ego boost tho ... so not a good thing probably

I never thought I was that good looking before I don't like a lot of my features but

I said I'd consider it, (was not gonna do it) but now I actually kinda am considering it, because extra money is extra money ... I'm selling my face not my soul

Bad thing: financial situation is really bad ... really really really bad and I don't want to keep being myself and burdensome ... that is why I was considering becoming a model no other reason

idk thing: so I became more "feminine" since I got model scouted, I was like if ppl think I look good, why don't I try to look good

and omg I was even dressing my cousin as if she was a doll considering wearing makeup and heels and stuff I would never like ok I'd do it to get paid

she said why was I dressing for other ppl, but she gets it tho omg maybe I did sell my soul

what am I even trying to do? get pretty privelege? well no but idek what I'm doing

idk I never had pretty privelege but I did have cute privilege if that exists

as in everyone my age or older would baby me and not other ppl my age do things for me, act like I'm fragile, be extra sweet to me when they're strict to everyone else, treat me like a little kid, call me pure, and soft, and cute, try to get me mad bc "i'm cute when I'm mad" teachers brag about me to other teachers when I wasn't even the best in the class "come give me a hug or I'll be mad", I was someone's baby every year

I thought it was my personality tho, like the "must protect personality" since I would smile all the time, be enthusiastic, always offer to help everyone and try my best and was shy and also that I'm smaller for my age and look and sound younger

but my cousin said that's a good thing why do ppl treat cute privilege and pretty privilege so differently? She's not even a kpop stan

DONT COME AT ME

good I'm talking a lot

bad thing: I lost most of my stuff like 80% ... I purposefully missed a very important family event so I could save some of it ...

what do I care if I got model scouted if financial situation is bad, I lost most of my stuff, and more????

more later I'll post a bit every day ig

 

[litc]

my soul twin!! i think about you all the time & wishing you the best no need for apologies, it's understandable life is tough do what ya gotta do <3

soul twin

Glad to see you back although hopefully you are able to feel better soon

ty abe

welcome back

ty

 

[dark_tranquility]

ty

you are most welcomed

 

[ChiaraStar169]

welcome back!

 

[Nina]

NEW RESPECT FOR BONA

so much for dayoung's you're in a gg

apparently they almost had to cancel the comeback because they decided to eat well and gained too much weight (bona & dayoung)
what is wrong with starship

starship

Also, good luck on your midterm and ohmygod that's a big update.
Is there anything you can do to subside the pain?

 

[Magician]

Hi lit, here is Magician!
Good to see you back and all the best for your midterms!

 

[litc]

starship

Also, good luck on your midterm and ohmygod that's a big update.
Is there anything you can do to subside the pain?

I didn’t take the midterm I’ll make it up because of my stomach
Thanks nina
I’m not sure because it’s been going on for over a month now and that’s why I went to the doctor yesterday and have to go to a bunch more: it might have started because of a medicine but I stopped the medicine and it hasn’t stopped and the medicine wasn’t supposed to cause stomach pain in the first place … weight loss yes because I have fast metabolism but I stopped it so I shouldn’t have lost 6 pounds in a month when I was already on the lower end of healthy weight

I might take a medical leave from school but I don’t know what it is yet

I am losing serious amounts of hair too and I hope it’s just alopecia like my dad bc otherwise it’s a serious condition combined with everything else bc it’s not stress or nutrients

welcome back!

Thanks

Hi lit, here is Magician!
Good to see you back and all the best for your midterms!

Hi fey

you like riize? I got some good news with anime and manga too (well just Conan)Ty for being you I saw your post on the other thread

 

[Magician]

Hi fey

you like riize? I got some good news with anime and manga too (well just Conan)Ty for being you I saw your post on the other thread

I'm glad to see you here!!

Yes, I like Riize! I started to stan a few boy groups, hehe
Do you also like them?


Ohhh what good news do you have?

 

[litc]

I'm glad to see you here!!

Yes, I like Riize! I started to stan a few boy groups, hehe
Do you also like them?


Ohhh what good news do you have?

Oh what other boygroups?

I like their first release! Not the recent tho

I got another physical copy! It was on sale if you buy two so my friend and I bought two together so we could get it cheaper

I had finished the first five seasons as that’s all that’s available in America

so I downloaded the opera browser for the vpn

I watch now on bilibili with Asia vpn bc they are catering to southeast and south(except banned in India) Asia! So I’m secretly Indonesian

no regrets downloading the browser just for that! They have all episodes free legal and with English subs. The new ones get uploaded right away too

I haven’t had time to watch recently but over the months I have been gone I got to season 8? Or 9? And finished volume 34

 

[motorp77]

hope you're doing well

 

[Magician]

Oh what other boygroups?

I like their first release! Not the recent tho

I got another physical copy! It was on sale if you buy two so my friend and I bought two together so we could get it cheaper

I had finished the first five seasons as that’s all that’s available in America

so I downloaded the opera browser for the vpn

I watch now on bilibili with Asia vpn bc they are catering to southeast and south(except banned in India) Asia! So I’m secretly Indonesian

no regrets downloading the browser just for that! They have all episodes free legal and with English subs. The new ones get uploaded right away too

I haven’t had time to watch recently but over the months I have been gone I got to season 8? Or 9? And finished volume 34

I also really like ZEROBASEONE!
Also Seventeen and Enhypen

ohhh that’s great that you found the physical copies on sale
Hehe, thankfully the VPN worked well

I still need to start watching the Case Closed anime, but work was so stressful lately so I didn’t really watch anything


I'm currently trying to collect all Nana mangas, but they are out of print here in Germany and they probably won’t print them again since the manga is on hiatus since 15 years

So, I'm collecting the english volumes

 

[litc]

hope you're doing well

ty

I also really like ZEROBASEONE!
Also Seventeen and Enhypen

ohhh that’s great that you found the physical copies on sale
Hehe, thankfully the VPN worked well

I still need to start watching the Case Closed anime, but work was so stressful lately so I didn’t really watch anything


I'm currently trying to collect all Nana mangas, but they are out of print here in Germany and they probably won’t print them again since the manga is on hiatus since 15 years

So, I'm collecting the english volumes

oooh! tell me your favorite songs later! I love seventeen too ofc

yeah actually it was just sale for manga so she got haikyuu and I got this

I'm so happy I am now able to watch they have a bunch of anime on there, what ones are hard to watch for you? I might watch others there later

oh I understand ofc! I hope it gets better stress wise

what is nana about?

 

[motorp77]

WJSN is great

 

[litc]

WJSN is great

yeah I'm a ujung, my biases are bona, dayoung, and eunseo

 

[motorp77]

yeah I'm a ujung, my biases are bona, dayoung, and eunseo

eunseo and bona are so cool, my biases are yeoreum and luda (eunseo wrecker)

 

[litc]

eunseo and bona are so cool, my biases are yeoreum and luda (eunseo wrecker)

luda is my wrecker! She was chocome wrecker but might as well be overall lol

do you have a fave song?

 

[Day]

LIIIIIIIIIIIIIT

 

[motorp77]

luda is my wrecker! She was chocome wrecker but might as well be overall lol

do you have a fave song?

save me save you right now, was as you wish for the longest time

 

[litc]

LIIIIIIIIIIIIIT

Is that gif from Forrest Gump on the shrimp boat?

NIGHT WHY DO YOU CHANGE UR NAME SO MUCH