i am so painfully alone and it feels like theres nothing ill be able to do about it due to this long list of plagues upon me
doomed to be an idiot L loser for life
nothing going for me
i think it hurts more that i am able to do so much
but my own brain holds me back
like WHAT is the point if i cant do anything WHAT am i doing on this earth if not just wasting space wasting time
DUDE im so over it im over this just waiting for whatever to take me out please im begging some other forces just come and wipe me out already. i cant take it anymore nothing can change. nothing will change. my existence is pointless in the means i am not able to even try to give it a point just someone snipe me down i beg
im doomed day 1 to be a failure idc idc idc idc idc its over IDC
why couldnt i be socially NORMAL why cant i be able to do what i want to do what i need to do. if i was normal i could be living. actually living. not stuck in a loop of personal mental hell.
please other worldly forces put me out of my misery i cant do it myself