Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (7 Viewers)

[livelocked]

everything is so fucking frustrating

 

[dark_tranquility]

I cannot believe I told people when it was my doing

 

[Deleted member 74]

I'm so sick of it
this is no way to live

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel shipwrecked deep inside
like I am hanging on by straws

 

[dark_tranquility]

I wild myself up way too much

 

[uran]

I feel so disgusting and ugly. I hope i wont wake up tomorrow

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel so disgusting and ugly. I hope i wont wake up tomorrow

you are a great person and that means a lot
you can fight it bae

love you

 

[uran]

Face and body dysmorphia is so tiring Ive been in this hell since elementary and im just so tired

 

[dark_tranquility]

Face and body dysmorphia is so tiring Ive been in this hell since elementary and im just so tired

I have had so many wrecked relationships due to my paranoia

 

[uran]

I have had so many wrecked relationships due to my paranoia

Me too. Thats why i have decided that before i get better i wont start a new relationship. My mood swings, psychosis and insecurity would only poison the relationship. It also makes irl friendships almost impossible. Thats why i only have online friends right now.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Me too. Thats why i have decided that before i get better i wont start a new relationship. My mood swings, psychosis and insecurity would only poison the relationship. It also makes irl friendships almost impossible. Thats why i only have online friends right now.

you are always my friend sweetie
I have your back

 

[uran]

you are always my friend sweetie
I have your back

And you are mine

 

[dark_tranquility]

And you are mine

 

[ChiaraStar169]

I need to get off this computer... I'm so depressed :'(

 

[dark_tranquility]

I need to get off this computer... I'm so depressed :'(

so sorry to hear that

I get down in the dumps for having no job and getting
constantly rejected

 

[ChiaraStar169]

so sorry to hear that

I get down in the dumps for having no job and getting
constantly rejected

ty friend! I feel better after a good night's sleep

 

[dark_tranquility]

ty friend! I feel better after a good night's sleep

thats awesome
happy for you

 

[HugeBakkaeMotae]

I'm getting drunk and feel like making a confession, I've been feeling sick since last winter (8-9 months or so) and the things that usually bring me out of a slump aren't helping. It might be nothing but since I usually don't get sick easily I'm thinking about whether it might be something more serious. I won't go to a hospital and honestly I'm not that bothered by the thought of dying but I've found myself thinking a lot about "What if I died in the position I'm in right now?" and I'm really conscious of what I'm doing and what I leave behind.

It bothers me a little bit that I got no people in my life and nobody would know I'm gone until the smell becomes so overbearing that the neighbours call the landlords, I might rot for months so I would hate being found on the shitter on top of it.

If I died tonight my biggest regret would be not having been kind to more people, I wish I could make a difference in somebody's life. Feeling you mattered is so much more important than getting something tangible in return.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I'm getting drunk and feel like making a confession, I've been feeling sick since last winter (8-9 months or so) and the things that usually bring me out of a slump aren't helping. It might be nothing but since I usually don't get sick easily I'm thinking about whether it might be something more serious. I won't go to a hospital and honestly I'm not that bothered by the thought of dying but I've found myself thinking a lot about "What if I died in the position I'm in right now?" and I'm really conscious of what I'm doing and what I leave behind.

It bothers me a little bit that I got no people in my life and nobody would know I'm gone until the smell becomes so overbearing that the neighbours call the landlords, I might rot for months so I would hate being found on the shitter on top of it.

If I died tonight my biggest regret would be not having been kind to more people, I wish I could make a difference in somebody's life. Feeling you mattered is so much more important than getting something tangible in return.

stay strong Ive been there and it is hard to master wellness
I tried to take my life many times
you are needed by family and friends
think of the good times
I have your back man for realsies

 

[HugeBakkaeMotae]

stay strong Ive been there and it is hard to master wellness
I tried to take my life many times
you are needed by family and friends
think of the good times
I have your back man for realsies

Unfortunately I have no family or friends but I appreciate the kind words. I know feeling sorry for myself isn't productive so I will keep moving forward, no worries. Thanks for having my back!