My apologies for another unexpected hiatus... (1 Viewer)

[MinSquishy]

My apologies!!! I'm back. This virus has my family on lockdown and I'm panicking.

I've been having to stock up on food and cleaning materials and my parents are pushing me to the verge of a panic attack.

My little brother got sick which caused a few panic attacks.
Turns out it was strep throat.

Still made me freak out. I didn't sleep for a total of 3 days to stay up with him while he was in pain.

I figured out that my dad would be easily susceptible to the virus because of a health condition he had.

My step mother made me have another mental breakdown by calling me pathetic in many ways.

I've become a germaphobe and I constantly use germ gel every 5 minutes. I've already gone through 2 bottles.

I had a sudden ping of guilt for going onto this unexpected hiatus, yet they shut the power off in my apartment complex which caused another panic attack.

My anxiety has been busting through the roof because my grandmother might have gotten the virus.
Which was probably because of a get-together that my Aunt hosted at the peak of this virus in which my immediate family did not attend because my Dad is a sceptic.

So if my grandmother has it, it is most likely that most of my other family does too.

And my best friend/cousin might die from it because of his heart having to be replaced when he was younger and it is weaker.

And I have gotten a good 4 hours of sleep in this entire last week. Hah. I'm going to lose my absolute SHIT if I don't get something going in my mind.

SO, if anyone has a nice distraction, please let me know.

And if anyone has the ability to take away anxiety, please smack me with the stick-version of that ability, thank you.

My little brain has been slugging around in my skull while my physical being his bouncing off the walls with adrenaline, as if I've chugged 15 cans of an energy drink.

AND ALSO I'VE REALIZED THAT I MISSED MY OWN KPS ANNIVERSARY.

So, as you can tell...............I'M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND!!!!!

I only have a sliver of my sanity left so, if anyone wants to put it in a little jar and put it in a safe so I don't lose it, that would be greatly appreciated.


Though, I'm glad to be back. I will be sending out my lovely squishy appreciation as an apology.

I love you guys!!!
I hope you didn't miss me too much!~

Squishy, out!

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[Wingfrost]

Oh my... That sounds stressful, I hope everything will turn out okay and that nobody in your family has the virus. My family has been in quarantine for a while now because we're in the middle of where the virus is spreading so it's a little stressful for my mom and I as well.

I hope you get some sleep and are able to relax a little.

 

[MinSquishy]

Oh my... That sounds stressful, I hope everything will turn out okay and that nobody in your family has the virus. My family has been in quarantine for a while now because we're in the middle of where the virus is spreading so it's a little stressful for my mom and I as well.

I hope you get some sleep and are able to relax a little.

Thank you, love. I appreciated the support. I hope it gets better for you too. <3

 

[yeji]

please take care of yourself too sweetheart. things are a lot right now but I am sure that you will
manage it

 

[kodoku]

aw sorry to hear this.. don't worry and please take care of yourself <3

 

[MinSquishy]

please take care of yourself too sweetheart. things are a lot right now but I am sure that you will
manage it

aw sorry to hear this.. don't worry and please take care of yourself <3

Thank you ^^
I'll try my best. It's just all stressful.

 

[kinnie]

I'm sending lots of loves and prayers your way bebe.
I wish the very best for you and your family.
I've missed you so much and I'm happy to
hear from ya. Please stay strong and know
that the KS fam will always be here for you.
Ily so much.
P.S.
You're far from being pathetic.
You're one of the coolest and kindest peeps I know.

 

[MinSquishy]

I'm sending lots of loves and prayers your way bebe.
I wish the very best for you and your family.
I've missed you so much and I'm happy to
hear from ya. Please stay strong and know
that the KS fam will always be here for you.
Ily so much.
P.S.
You're far from being pathetic.
You're one of the coolest and kindest peeps I know.

My weak self cried a little bit. Thank you. <3

 

[Michael]

So sorry to hear your situation. I'm not very good to say sweet words, So I won't do it. However......

SO, if anyone has a nice distraction, please let me know.

Have you listened to music lately? I've read around it's good for your mental health, at least if you can listen to generally positive tracks. You may put together a playlist with upbeat or positive songs. I'm sure your faves should have something. Or you may ask for recommendations. Then plug your headphones and play it on repeat.

 

[MinSquishy]

So sorry to hear your situation. I'm not very good to say sweet words, So I won't do it. However......


Have you listened to music lately? I've read around it's good for your mental health, at least if you can listen to generally positive tracks. You may put together a playlist with upbeat or positive songs. I'm sure your faves should have something. Or you may ask for recommendations. Then plug your headphones and play it on repeat.

Music is the only thing keeping my currently sane, I appreciate the thought, thank you. That should help bunches. <3

 

[Michael]

Music is the only thing keeping my currently sane, I appreciate the thought, thank you. That should help bunches. <3

Well, then I don't have anything to recommend, sorry.

 

[MinSquishy]

Well, then I don't have anything to recommend, sorry.

It's fine.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I am glad to see you are back *cuddles* I was away for a bit as well actually.
Apparently in australia now you can do jail time for not staying inside and getting a heavy fine.

If you don't have a legitimate excuse for being outside. : /
so here I was staying inside and avoiding life.

I hope jerry is okay too :)

 

[MinSquishy]

I am glad to see you are back *cuddles* I was away for a bit as well actually.
Apparently in australia now you can do jail time for not staying inside and getting a heavy fine.

If you don't have a legitimate excuse for being outside. : /
so here I was staying inside and avoiding life.

I hope jerry is okay too :)

Avoiding civilization used to be my thing until now. I need socialization akdshjshf.

Jerry is fine ^^

 

[dark_tranquility]

Avoiding civilization used to be my thing until now. I need socialization akdshjshf.

Jerry is fine ^^

I still have to avoid life, due to a new law being passed down here.
so I am gonna try to be more active, but not entirely certain I will.

like not go outside and hang with people or nothing I mean.

 

[MinSquishy]

I still have to avoid life, due to a new law being passed down here.
so I am gonna try to be more active, but not entirely certain I will.

like not go outside and hang with people or nothing I mean.

I've tried and failed being active.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I've tried and failed being active.

Yep I can relate. : / its hard when there is much going on and when we're in dark times.

 

[MinSquishy]

Yep I can relate. : / its hard when there is much going on and when we're in dark times.

My anxiety has sure been active though. 👍

 

[dark_tranquility]

My anxiety has sure been active though. 👍

My paranoia has pretty risen to and my blood pressure. : /

 

[MinSquishy]

My paranoia has pretty risen to and my blood pressure. : /

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