Official Post Your Random Thoughts (206 Viewers)

[kodoku]

I think I hate you a little :/

 

[dark_tranquility]

Why is the find a grave information so different and the parents different. Someone messed up the records of this family terribly...

 

[dark_tranquility]

@Petra_the_Poetic, lol couldn't stop thinking about our music talk the other day XD It made my mind wander.

We have so many music talks, which one was this one?
Even in general I like the fact we agree on all our fav bands <3

 

[dark_tranquility]

Just about Swedish musicians and producers, and Powerwolf. And yeah, that is awesome

Yeah the need for swede indeed <3 and Powewolf is hectic goodness <3

 

[Jimimis]

DUDE MY ROOM IS SO CLEAN IS THIS WHAT DRUGS FEEL LIKE

 

[dark_tranquility]

Dude I am so wiped and I got nothing done this weekend Jesus.

 

[izcream]

having late night talks are the best

 

[izcream]

Shut up, I'm having a moment here.

lmao u good?

 

[izcream]

Yep... totally

ngl that sounded kinda romantic

 

[dark_tranquility]

I remember the days when I was most free. Now I feel trapped like a bird in a cage, without a song to call my own.
Trapped within my own identity and scorned by those I care about.

Life is so topsy turvy unfair a lot of the time.
How do I survive it each day, how do I deal with myself each day.

These are things I should be telling a specialist : /

 

[xdreamsandflames]

i wish i could let myself like you. i wish i could surrender myself to the butterflies and the high-school crush routine. i wish your friends weren't such homophobic, sexist people and i wish you wouldn't let them be. i wish that i could daydream about being your girlfriend and stare at your pretty face without having to remind myself that i shouldn't like you. i wish that i didn't have to pretend that i don't notice you smiling at me, or at the same time wonder if it's just so you can brag to your friends about your romance achievements. i wish you wouldn't keep giving me signs that you like me when your friends clearly don't like my sexuality and identity. i wish you wouldn't laugh along at their sh*tty jokes. i notice when they yell my name at you when i walk past, and how they say they're "chill" now while still openly saying slurs, and how you defend them. i wish that i could let myself like you without warning myself not to, wondering if you have some sort of wlw fetish and if i'm just a pretty object to you, reminding myself of how morally... not great you are. i wish you were just a not morally questionable person so that i could just like you. 🧡

 

[kodoku]

Sigh my internet is dead once again. I have no words anymore

 

[dark_tranquility]

Waking up in the middle of the night and not knowing what to do
Darn it all.

 

[kodoku]

Waking up in the middle of the night and not knowing what to do
Darn it all.

It sucks... Sorry friend, I hope you feel better soon...

 

[dark_tranquility]

It sucks... Sorry friend, I hope you feel better soon...

I had another nightmare again is why.
If it's not nightmares getting to me, it's psychosis.

I have class in a few hours too. Going to be buggered...

 

[kodoku]

Minzy's new song/mv is very sweet and nice :)

 

[Veritastar]

I want a cupcake really bad right now.

 

[Tickita]

I didn't know Pusheen the Cat hat a YT...




I have no choice but to subscribe.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel the blues.... real bad right about now.
Also I am gonna go cold turkey on energy drinks. No bullshitting myself, like I did all those other times.
They just make me feel so bloody crap inside and other stuff.

 

[eclipsoul]

thinking of starting to watch three whole seasons of a tv show (well, given the time when this happens it's technically two seasons) just so i can fully understand the context of this one particular scene