the people I have chosen to be in my life, the people I care for are ofc nice and good for and to me..... I'm trying to find more of those now, I even made efforts with a guy and a girl at work and asked for their number and I'm trying to get closer to them :) but generally speaking, I am surrounded by rude people (you might've noticed I've made many threads about these kind of things......) and the sad reality is that I don't even mention most of these things because it'd just be too much and I don't wanna annoy anyone lol.. I also actually feel like people would think I'm making it up...... at least I've really learned to treasure the people who are in fact nice and I want to have more of those in my life, I'm glad I'm trying more in my own clumsy way now hehe..