a little update and also to try and clear my thoughts....... I am off to vacation tomorrow, it'll be a long trip to Croatia but yeah, no work, no people, no exes..... that's good at least.. I don't care much for seeing my family but I know they wanna see me (it's been a year since we last saw each other).. I look forward to seeing my kitty Bomi pie ofc omg, and I'll shop for some nice stuff, get some beauty treatments (god knows I need them, I'm a mess lol) and hopefully forget some problems, at least for a few days........ I might go to a few places, maybe take a pic or two or at least a selfie, maybe I share something later idk....... really hoping I'll be able to forget and take a break though I doubt it, I am still feeling down and there won't be anything exciting happening and nowhere to go so that always depresses me, but I'll try to fill my days there a bit.. but yeah, it should be a good thing in any case hehe 