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[jasque]

When something someone said yesterday affects me today

I think this wont be a very productive day...

 

[Tickita]

Spoiler

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[Tickita]

 

[dark_tranquility]

Nightmares are getting worse, why do I even bother trying to have good dreams. They always end up twisted and distorted later anyways...

 

[jasque]

Ok so we have that i think.

How do they see me in that aspect?



I can't not think about it, i'm just too curious now.

Really...

How is it?

Does my past behavior influence that "running away" from me thing, I am seeing things or they dont even care about me at all?

Can't help but being curious, can't...

Can't be curious enough to start caring a lot about that though, it just annoys me a little not being able to know.

So that was today's blog.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Why do I always do this to myself. I let it take over and then I feel like crap afterwards.
Why can I fight this, why can't I win :(

 

[Wicked]

Spoiler

it hurts when you realize that no one misses or even remembers you in a place you had spent so much time in from the past. am I that forgettable?

 

[jasque]

It sucks when I notice I don't receive the kind of treatment I wanted by you

But thats just me being an egoist I think?

Still for you, I'd be one of those, ya know...

 

[jasque]

Had a nightmare where a teacher bullied me for being an annoying pseudo lol

I went like "Listen, you "insert his etny here"..." While people trying to prevent me to say the rest of the insult, with no success

I can see something like that happening at a point.

I hope I dont end in a court lol

 

[jasque]

Had so many weird dreams today.

What is it that i did that was that bad? lol

 

[jasque]

I think today I wont go daydreaming in the day while being sleepy inside that dream.

 

[jasque]

I feel like chimichangas crazy today

 

[jasque]

I think I just stopped caring about everything tbh

Just like that.

Why do I even do anything really?

Ugh

I know what my mind wants, but what it wants is... lame?

Meh.

Just double meh.

 

[jasque]

They even made a cartoon episode about my life

 

[dark_tranquility]

The way my sleep is downturned into something horrific than good than horrific again. Sigh,

 

[jasque]

I did not do that i did not do that i did nawwtt

Oh hi paranoia

 

[dark_tranquility]

I did not do that i did not do that i did nawwtt

Oh hi paranoia

Hi dude. How are you holding up today?
I talked to my doctor. She said she doesn't say any of the other sub categories of schizophrenia because,
she says, in her opinion, they are only descriptive and not actual diagnoses in her view. Which I agree with tbh.

 

[jasque]

Hi dude. How are you holding up today?
I talked to my doctor. She said she doesn't say any of the other sub categories of schizophrenia because,
she says, in her opinion, they are only descriptive and not actual diagnoses in her view. Which I agree with tbh.

Im doing fine as usual

Uhm... I think she is onto something.

Maybe she should have told you in a situation where a lot of stuff was tried with little results for example.

But even then, doctors are doctors for a reason. They must have a protocol for not describing unless we keep asking or something?

Idk

In my case i never ask my doctor many questions lel

 

[dark_tranquility]

Maybe she should have told you in a situation where a lot of stuff was tried with little results for example.

nothing has worked since 2007 and it's now 2020. Been on medication for 13 years strong : /

 

[jasque]

nothing has worked since 2007 and it's now 2020. Been on medication for 13 years strong : /

Yeah. Its a hell of a disease though.

Idk how i would approach in the direction of questioning the doctor's job i mean.

There are good professionals and bad ones, in the end so Idk.