Appreciation I watched zombieland saga and it helped me (Overcome my fear of judgement for being transgender) (1 Viewer)

[dark_tranquility]

Like I figured if the transition for them could work. Why couldn't it work for me?
I was approaching it all wrong. Telling the worst types of people.

Telling those I couldn't trust and wanting them to accept me, when I knew they wouldn't.
I will continue with my transition, but only accept help and advice, from the right people and so I get a genuine acceptance.
Rather than something that has scorn and disbelief at its core.

So that means

Not family (no parents or siblings)
Not people I don't know very well
Not those with a phobia or hatred fueled anxiety
Not those who will accept me on a merely superficial level only

I can do this I just need to believe in myself and have the right people behind me.
Which is what KPS has always been to me :)

@Cosmic @vogue @JakeyWantsCakey @Jimmychimchim @Saythename17 @LiviaRaine
@Yachii @Vikki

I know I have brought this up a few times.
So it probably feels like a broken record at this point.
so I apologise :(

Anywho...

pix of my fav chara <3



Lastly I made this rather simple but new all the same, dp and signature. <3

 

[cosmic_gayls]

congrats you shouldnt be scared if they don’t accept you because you’re perfect

 

[dark_tranquility]

congrats you shouldnt be scared if they don’t accept you because you’re perfect

Thanks I appreciate your words :) I shouldn't be yes. But I have always a fear of being myself.
And care too much what others think of me, when I shouldn't. Not anymore...

 

[JakeyWantsCakey]

Glad that you've finally figured things out for yourself

 

[dark_tranquility]

Glad that you've finally figured things out for yourself

I remembered also when I was in kindergarten at age 6. We had a play corner and I kept dressing up as a girl (nurse outfit) then and really liked it. Then after I started disliking greatly my private regions and male facial and body hair a lot hmmmm. To this day.

 

[JakeyWantsCakey]

I remembered also when I was in kindergarten at age 6. We had a play corner and I kept dressing up as a girl (nurse outfit) then and really liked it. Then after I started disliking greatly my private regions and male facial and body hair a lot hmmmm. To this day.

I hoping that through your transition that you can get to a place of self acceptance and comfortability in your own skin

 

[dark_tranquility]

I hoping that through your transition that you can get to a place of self acceptance and comfortability in your own skin

Me too buddy me too.
I just want myself to be happy most of all and accepted by those that matter.

 

[JakeyWantsCakey]

Me too buddy me too.
I just want myself to be happy most of all and accepted by those that matter.

Well we all support you here!

 

[yeji]

I know this is hard for you. I am so proud regardless of your decision. Do what you think is the best for you cause you deserve it.

love you

 

[dark_tranquility]

I know this is hard for you. I am so proud regardless of your decision. Do what you think is the best for you cause you deserve it.

love you

Thanks love you too bestie hehe :)