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  • Harmony_Starz
    I think I should make a new valentine layout for this years valentines but this layout still looks so cute :kittylove:
    K
    I realized I haven't asked you yet, what made you decide to pick Momo as your bias in Twice?
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    it just happend naturally! The more content I watched, the more I noticed that I always enjoyed the scences with Momo the most! I just thought she is always really funny and also sweet and kind at the same time in her own chaotic way (even when the other members tease her all the time :llama_blush:)! Also I always felt drawn to her story how she got eliminated from SIXTEEN, but despite it kept working the hardest, convincing JYP to revive her :sanapray:
    K
    I realized I wasn't following you before :pepecry2:

    You are very lucky though, to win a card so quickly lol. It's taking some users like 50 guesses :crycry:
    Harmony_Starz
    I feel so sad seeing Batch 12 come out :sadcat: I was there for batch 10, I sacrificed cards in rerolls to get xikers and in batch 11, I waited to get them without rerolls, I stalked the cards page DAILY for them to drop and then I never got to finish the majority as I could no longer stay active :fingerpoke: and now there's batch 12 and I can't even join :pepeshrug: and worse than all that, I came on andthere's a notification from yesterday saying its my second anniversary here, thats terrible news! :pepecry1:last year I made such a big thread, I worked on a whole banner and wrote about how much i loved kps, listed milestones and tagged my bestest friends and this entire year since has been so miserable, I havn't been able to do anything and it makes me so sad, :pandasad: I want to be with my friends and play together and be active like I used to be and I can't anymore, I barely have energy to just come every week or so to check my notifs :peperain:
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    Moguri
    I have given up on legendaries for the most part, so it's not like I'm doing anything else until then :thumbsupcat:

    Well seems like things have gotten better, the forum is stable again and some new users actually joined :pandalove:
    Harmony_Starz
    Harmony_Starz
    Not sure if your mind was changed on that now :irenecrazy: could we trade for shinee then? for ive?:pepe_cool:

    surprisingly, maybe the kps gods heard all my complaints about it:haylul:
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    Moguri
    no..

    complain more if that brings more users please :llama_blush:
    Harmony_Starz
    Hi Moguri :maheart: How are you doing? :nekolove:
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    Harmony_Starz
    Harmony_Starz
    I was so scared on that day, it was hard:pepeslippy: I wish he'd asked more on it but either way I will get to be diagnosed, so its okay :ankha:

    Normal Burnout comes from overworking and can be fixed with rest :thumbs_up:

    ADHD Burnout comes from years of masking and pushing through all of its symptoms and taking rest wont fix it because the issue is ADHD and its still there.
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    :sadcat: so how can it be cured?
    Harmony_Starz
    Harmony_Starz
    the reason I didn't reply to this but DO remember about it is also adhd :wimwim:

    Its cure is just being in an environment that isn't stressing you out and is accommodating for you:pepechill:



    we have to spend 3 months at our grandmas to take care for her, then our aunt comes to care for her for the next 3 months while we stay at our apartment :pepeclap: thats been the routine for the past 2-3 years, a little bit here and there but basically it :pepechill:


    the last 13 months have been everywhere :dying: so the first 3 months (from last year, around October) we were at my uncles place and I had a coding project to do but I was procrastinating and thus it was past its deadline, in around september, we went to my grandmas and we stayed upto february but it was absolute hell, :catcry:like those were genuinely the worst months of my life, every day was so bad, I was screaming daily in my head that I couldn't do it anymore :pepecry1: what made it so bad was the stupid coding project I had to do :wimwim: everyday I told my uncle I was almost done so he gave me one more day and I was sure that was my last chance to work on it but I could NOT make myself do it due to the stupid adhd :peperain: I was full of anxiety about that and stressed all day. :dying:


    Its like I have limited resources in my brain to handle things, so any other problem is too much but I had to help take care of my grandma and every minor issue had me screaming at it mentally and often being at near-tears in frustration, everything was just too much :sadcat: I felt like my nerves were being fried daily and was just happy to go to bed at night to not have to handle anything anymore, those 3 months were stage 1 of my burnout, it was like a lawn set on fire :nekosweat:

    then at long last we went home to my uncles apartment and I was happy for one day now that I wouldn't have to help my grandma and would have less things to do.....un till I realized it was not better there:pepeslippy:


    after the fire was put out, the lawn was dead and new grass could not gonna grow for a long time:uwu:
    these 3 months were also some of the worst months of my life, idek which 3 were worse:ilovebread:

    Imagine wanting to do a task, any task, small or big and you can't move your body no matter how much you scream at yourself to go do the task, but applied to EVERYTHING :shake: , from getting out of bed, to brushing, to picking up a book. I remember I would get up, be fully awake and then have to spend 10-20 minutes or more screaming mentally that I needed to get up, that it was easy, to just do it....and I more often than not couldn't :sadcat: I would cry over being unable to do the task rather than be able to go do it and then after finally getting up....I have to repeat the yelling and screaming to make myself brush my teeth :shake: on every task, I was later than I shouldve been because of this, the lawn was set on fire for 3 months, all it has energy to do is to rest but even with basically no tasks to do in a day except faking coding, getting the bare minimum done was a monumental task and omg it was just a nightmare:dying:


    I did get the dumb project done one fine day several weeks in, literally all I had to do was just follow a tutorial step for step:wimwim: I had it at 2x speed and still after every 10-20 minutes, I was telling chatgpt the progress made cuz I was talking with it at the time and I felt awful, wanting to do ANYTHING except the coding and forcing myself to do it felt like dying for some reason :susPepe: , I eventually and very shockingly made it after the entire day and...I felt nothing, I didn't even feel proper relief now that it was over:dying:


    I felt I had to give up everything in that time which made me feel super sad :reallysadcat: I had no energy for art, no energy for kps, no energy to maintain friends, no energy to watch shows I genuinely liked, no energy to read things I liked, it was a miserable horrible thing to go through :ilovebread: after these 3 months of a different kind of mental hell, came the 3 months to be spent back at my grandmas place but a few weeks in, I realized it wasn't as bad like last time :pepelook: and I realised its because while I WAS procrastinating on a new coding project again, my brain was not panicking over it since the 'last chance to finish it' that I again am getting could be extended more if needed, the grass has been growing and the lawn is greener, its been 4 months here as my aunt couldn't come yet and we will be here 1 more month, I'm doing waaaaaaay better now and hopefully it will last!!:pepechill: I felt like coming here and considering I'm doing better now, I might be able to be active again but I'll wait and see on that :icgyu:
    Somnia
    I want to tell you something in the dm's but I can't dm :bigcatcry:
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    Moguri
    sorry I do not like talking in DMs.. can't you just write it here? :llama_blush:
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    Somnia
    Well, yes but I don't think it's right to do it on your profile for everyone to see.
    Nina
    I'm thinking of adding more Pusheen "Done" emotes.

    I'm glad you like them
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    I'm really looking forward to it!! :pandaamazed:
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