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  1. LeeriaYa

    It’s The8 from Seventeen. My Ult

    It’s The8 from Seventeen. My Ult
  2. LeeriaYa

    Would you rather play ping pong or film a TikTok?

    Ping Pong. I straight up would be entered to play beer pong only to have my friend drink since I don’t :jenniesmug: I learned from that. It’s a lot of fun.
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    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    :kittylove:I hope things are fairing well for you, too, Revee. I’ve been dealing with my disease but wanted to see you all here :sanapray: I hope all is well, and you’re health is being good to you. You deserve the best.
  4. LeeriaYa

    warm or cold water?

    I shower in cold water usually, but I’ll use a spritz of warm water at times, but I prefer cold water. It’s actually really good for the skin and circulation. I feel mentally better after colder showers, too. So there are benefits to do with mental health and slight health. It’s not a cure all...
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    Therapy and Culture

    I attend therapy because they wanted me to try it, but in the end I’m usually the one who comes up with my own answers so I could do without the service. I find a lot of my father’s side contributed to that. So, I do think it’s a cultural thing because I feel uncomfortable about attending it, too.
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    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    I hope everyone is doing okay, and is taking care of themself. I know the things going on today are very mentally draining so take a step back sometimes to take care of your health. I’ve put a lot of timers on my devices to make sure I stay off at certain times so I’m able to focus on just...
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    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    A close friend of mine passed away, and I’ve been going through post surgery and tasting scarred flesh in my throat. I’m hoping I’m healing, but it’s really sad my body is a catalyst for all this acid from stress. I’m not able to react with emotions, raise my voice at all, and I have to monitor...
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    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    I’m being tested for a disease that may turn cancerous one day if I continue to allow the organ to be abused by my stomach’s acids. I’m hoping I don’t have it, but seeing the pictures of my insides and then seeing which organ took the most damage is concerning. guess I’ll find out in two weeks...
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    r u a poc?

    Yes I am. I never speak much on it, but most end up knowing after seeing my face.
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    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    In a week and a half, I have my medical exam. A colonoscopy, and an endoscopy. Hopefully the fact I’ve spat up blood is more just a condition of my reflux. I enjoyed exercising and eating healthy before all this, but I really should have worked on my stress levels. I’ve taken my body for granted...
  11. LeeriaYa

    Are you doing anything for St Patrick’s Day?

    :sanapray: Hopefully making green sweets. I have a doctors appointment and an exam to take. But otherwise, I hope to just bake for that day after.
  12. LeeriaYa

    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    Anytime. You’re welcome. I enjoy speaking to people in here when I am rarely online. Sometimes we just need to hear something a day to put us at ease. It’s good to have other users to understand the moments.
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    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    I understand the pain of trying to push through something we don’t want to do. Just remember that there are days where our body does give us a signal that makes us want to rest. You may be hard on yourself, but people only feel this pain when it really bothers them. Always put yourself first...
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    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    Thank you. I hope so, too. I have a doctor appointment the day after so I’m hoping I’ll become more active when they figure out what it is and if it’s curable.
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    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    What others think of you is never important, and what’s important is what you see inside yourself after all. We only show what we want others to see. We have more of the piece to our puzzle and it always paints an elaborate picture. A picture only we can see. People will choose not to understand...
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    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    It’s always normal to cry, and to let it out. Many of us are like a bottle. We gather as much liquid as we can, and then it slowly overflows to the top. Crying can be very therapeutic in a strange way. I noticed when I’m stressed. I’ll find that water runs down my cheeks and it feels like...
  17. LeeriaYa

    Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵

    Tomorrow I finally get to see a doctor who deals with internal organs. Maybe I’ll be able to feel better after this. I don’t want to spit up anymore blood and flesh. Even sleeping at night is painful because it feels like something is pushing against my heart. I hope they’re able to find...
  18. LeeriaYa

    :pandalove: Nice to meet you as well.

    :pandalove: Nice to meet you as well.